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Clearly, I wasn’t the only one having issues.

SIN

Istared down at the fresh scar which had started to form just above Sirena’s hip. Gently, I brushed my fingers against it.

My name, torn deep into her flesh forever.

Because she loved me. Because she still wanted me.

“Does it hurt, siren?” I murmured.

She shook her head at me.

“Good.” I kissed the spot gently, glad she wasn’t in pain. I’d beaten myself up over it after she’d left that night. I’d added her name again, this time just above my groin.

She pulled the band out of my hair, letting it cascade around me before she tangled her fingers in it. I groaned softly, relishing her touch.

Since I had her skirt pushed up, I brought her panties down her thighs and stared at her pretty pink pussy.

“I’ve missed this,” I said thickly, my dick rock-hard in my pants.

I wasn’t sure what to do. I hadn’t fucked her in weeks. Not since…

Fuck.

I pulled away, sick to my stomach, but she grabbed my hand and brought me forward to kiss her.

“I’m sorry. I want you so much, baby,” I whispered against her lips. “I just make myself sick.”

“Please, Sinful,” she whispered, her hand cradling my face. “I need you.”

“Oh, baby. I need you too,” I answered, kissing her again.

I let her tug my shirt off. Unbutton my pants. Shove them down my hips. I kicked them and my boxers the rest of the way off.

I hadn’t had a release since that night.

Punishment to myself.

She threaded her fingers through mine, her big, colorful eyes locked on mine.

“Please,” she whispered again, spreading her legs beneath me.

I closed my eyes for a moment, pushing every ugly memory out of my head before I surged forward, filling her pussy with my cock in a rough thrust.

She cried out at my sudden intrusion, her nails digging into my back.

I buried myself so deep inside her that she whimpered and winced.

“Does it hurt?” I asked thickly.

She nodded slightly but jutted her hips up. I hit something deep inside her, making her moan softly.

I crinkled my brows and watched her as she ground against my pierced cock.

My restraint was failing me. I wanted to give her the fucking world, starting with my cock.

“Tell me to stop if I go too far,” I husked out. “Promise?”

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