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“Let go for me,” he husked out.

My legs shook. And that was it. I broke.

My entire body arched off teh bed, my back bow, and my mouth opened.

“Oh my fucking god,” I choked out, the words disjointed as I came so hard my soul trembled.

My pussy clamped down so hard on him, the pulse so intense, I cried softly from the pure pleasure of it.

“That’s it,” he growled, holding me as I came. “That’s it, baby. Take it. Let it tear you apart. Let me own you.”

I couldn’t stop coming. I convulsed around him. The orgasm was longer than anything I’d ever experienced before. My body was caught some place between heaven and hell. I was gone. Out of my head. Each wave rolled through me on repeat.

He continued to hold me through every pulsing wave, his cock still moving at that same even, deep pace.

Finally, it ended, and I collapsed onto the bed, not even sure if I had a soul left because I felt like I’d died and gone to heaven.

His hold on my hips tightened as he buried himself deeper. He groaned against my lips, his cock twitching deep inside me.

His feral growl vibrated against my lips as he pulsed deep inside me before going still. We both lay there for a long time before he moved again, his forehead pressed to mine.

“I’ve never seen anything more beautiful in all my life, Sirena,” he whispered against my lips, breathless. “You just gave me everything I’ve ever wanted. You’ve ruined me, baby, and I love it. I love you.”

I kissed him, loving I’d experienced him this way. Finally, our kissing slowed and he pulled free from my body and held me against him.

I signed to him, asking him what he’d done to me.

“Cervical orgasm,” he murmured. “I wanted to make sure I pleased you the right way. I’ve researched it over and over, memorizing everything I could on the subject. I wasn’t even sure I’d be able to do it, and didn’t want to try my first time since I tend to get inside my head a little too much. I felt a little more confident this morning. I know I’m competing with the watchers here, and I don’t come with experience, but I didn’t want to be the guy who sat on the back burner, making wishes and not having a way to get them answered.” He paused. “I memorized you last night and took in everything we did. I guess having my gift is working in my favor.”

I nodded vigorously, making him chuckle.

“Good. I don’t feel so bad about myself now.”

He had no reason to ever feel bad. I signed that to him.

“Oh, cupcake.” He sighed and hugged me tighter. “You’re my entire world. I’m grateful to be a part of yours.”

I kissed him, earning that soft groan from him.

“I want to go home,” he whispered against my lips. “Can we do that?”

I nodded, knowing it was time now.

I’d make the call.

ASHES

Iflipped my lighter open and closed five times before staring at the flame. I missed Sirena. Even though we still saw her, it wasn’t the same.

I stared up at the ceiling in my bedroom, tired off my ass. We’d gone out and burned last night. Cady kept throwing up. She’d ruined my shoes with it. We’d called it a night early, and Church bitched the entire way home because I smelled like vomit.

I’d barely slept. I almost went to Sirena last night and begged her to come home, but I forced myself to stay in bed. Stitches told me he messed around with her with Shadow. He seemed impressed by the entire situation, saying we should all work on our dick game because we may need it.

Church rolled his eyes at him. Sin said nothing. And me? I contemplated his words because they made sense. Shadow had ages to memorize everything, and I was sure he used it to his advantage.

My phone buzzed on my nightstand, and I reached for it, surprised and elated to see a video call coming in from her.

Immediately, I answered it.

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