Cassie groans and flops onto my bed, burying her face in a pillow. “Haven. You are literally meeting the man you’ve been crushing on for months.”
I roll my eyes. “I do not have a crush.”
She lifts her head just enough to send me a flat look. “The man drops money on you every stream and calls you ‘sweetheart’ in a voice that makes you short-circuit.”
I cross my arms. “That doesn’t mean I’m head over heels.”
“Then what does it mean?”
I open my mouth. Close it.
Cassie smirks. “Exactly.”
Thirty minutes later, some controlled chaos and lots of coffee. Somehow, we manage to get my suitcase half-packed, which, in Cassie’s world, means I sit on the floor while she ruthlessly critiques my fashion choices.
“Why do you own so many hoodies?” she asks, holding up a gray one like it offends her.
I snatch it back. “Because they’re comfortable?”
“Uh-huh. And what about this?” She lifts a shamelessly oversized gaming T-shirt.
I grab that too. “Also perfectly comfortable.”
Cassie sighs, rubbing her temples. “Haven. You’re going to meet the man you’ve been flirting with for almost a year.Can we try a little?”
I huff, but she’s right, so I let her shove a few normal outfits into my bag before she starts threatening me with fashion interventions.
“Okay,” she says finally, zipping my suitcase with a victorious flourish. “Now that we’ve solved that problem, let’s discuss the actual trip.”
I frown. “What about it?”
She gives me a knowing look. “You’re nervous.”
I scoff. “No, I’m not.”
“You’re spiraling.”
“I amnot—” She raises an eyebrow.
I hesitate. Okay, maybe I am spiraling a little because this is real now. It’s one thing to joke about meeting Carter. Another thing entirely to pack a bag and actually drive to him, which I had offered to do instead of him driving here. Felt more controlled in an out of control sort of way.
Cassie watches me, waiting, and eventually I sigh. “Fine. Maybe I’m a little nervous.”
She softens. “You don’t have to go, you know. It’s not like he’s expecting anything.”
I know that, but I also know that if I don’t go I’ll regret it. Still, It’d be a lot less terrifying if I wasn’t going alone. I straighten, turning to Cassie with my most convincing expression that I know she can never say no to.
She immediately groans. “Oh no, don’t you dare give me that look.”
“Oh yes.” I grab her hands. “Please, come with me.”
Cassie laughs, shaking her head. “Babe. I have a life.”
“Liar. You told me yesterday you had zero weekend plans.”
“That was before you tried to drag me into a road trip.”
I bat my lashes. “Come on. Be my emotional support extrovert.”