Page 85 of Ashes of Saints

It hurt.

I also don’t believe him. Last night he was almost ripping Travis’s head off for rubbing his cock against my ass which did make me come.

Then Parker’s complete alpha male act afterward. I need my cock inside you right fucking now.

Your pussy is mine.

Never orgasm near another man.

Those are not the words of a man only interested in sleeping with a woman because he finds her beautiful. I might be wrong, but I’m almost certain Parker Stone is a man who doesn’t fall in love and isn’t used to feeling possessive about a woman.

Not that I think he’s in love with me, but he’s scared to let himself even contemplate that as an option.

He scares me too.

You should be. Clench your cunt and come on my dick. Between the testosterone rolling off him, the way he dominates my body, and how safe I feel in his arms, it’s terrifying.

I should run.

Instead, I’m sticking around like an addict.

I’m curious to see how he acts tonight. And about the club. Being aroused by two men was new...and fucking incredible. It awoke something in me.

I’m not sure how comfortable I’ll be, but it serves two purposes. One: Chloe had found photos of Parker and his friends online and was hounding me about meeting them, so it gets her off my back.

Two: Parker can put his money where his mouth is. If he really sees me as just a fuck buddy and last night’s possessive behavior was a one off, then I’ll know the truth.

Do I want to be a casual woman in his life?

No.

I know I’m out of his league, but I can’t ignore the feelings I have growing stronger every day. I will get hurt if I stay around just for some amazing sex.

“Any of your friends married?” Chloe asks, sliding on lip gloss.

“Maddox. Engaged,” Parker replies, sliding his gaze to her, then back to mine. I feel them pierce me with their intensity.

“I met Kyra. She’s nice.” I tell Chloe. “Will she be there tonight?”

“No.”

Why is he talking in the shortest sentences possible? I can’t read his mood. Is he angry, tense, or is this how he’ll be now that we are casual?

“The brood is strong with this one tonight.” Chloe leans against my arm, and I can’t help my giggle.

“It’s a sex club.” Parker frowns. “Not a place you take your fiancé.”

Ouch.

“Right.”

Asshole. Nice reminder that I’m just a fuck and not anyone serious in his life. I hope Chloe doesn’t pick up on his comment and say something.

“Kyra has been before,” Parker adds, and I know my surprise is written all over my face. “Once.”

“Is the tall one your brother?” Chloe continues with the questions. I could take a page out of her book. She’s asked him more questions in this one drive than I have in weeks.

“No.” Parker rubs his forehead with his thumb. “My brother is much younger than me.”

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