Page 64 of Wild Omega

“You didn’t push me into anything,” Blaine said. He swallowed, his next words choking him. Fuck. He couldn’tbelieve he was saying this. “I wanted you. I want you. Even after my heat, I still want you.”

Wayden jerked against Blaine.

Blaine tensed.

Was that too honest? Blaine shut his eyes, embarrassed. He opened his mouth to speak, but Wayden pulled him on to his back. The alpha hovered above him, his eyes blazing with an emotion Blaine had never seen before. A sensual tension thrummed between them. Blaine clutched the sheets to keep himself from reaching for Wayden. Blaine was fucking burning.

“What happened, then? You’re clearly angry about something.”

Fuck. Why did he feel all vulnerable inside? This was about sex. He shouldn’t feel ashamed or embarrassed for wanting what he wanted.

“I…” Blaine said.

Wayden leaned closer, as if he couldn’t hear him. Blaine stared at him, his eyes dropping to the alpha’s lips. They were gorgeous and Wayden kissed like sin. Blaine lifted his hand to smooth his fingers over the soft skin of Wayden’s bottom lip. He wanted to kiss him again. “I want your knot. Even though my heat is over I still… I feel tender and needy down there. It’s like I’m still in heat, but I’m not.”

Wayden stared at him, stunned.

Time ticked by and he said nothing.

Blaine squirmed, embarrassed. But he shoved the feeling away. He wasn’t going to let anyone make him feel that way, even if it was Wayden – the first and only alpha he’d ever liked.

Blaine blushed. This was a weird time to admit to himself that he liked the alpha.

“Don’t look at me like that. You asked me to tell you,” Blaine said defensively.

Wayden dropped his head on Blaine’s pillow and groaned. The sound reverberated through Blaine, making Wayden’s bite mark tingle.

“I shouldn’t have knotted you,” Wayden mumbled.

Wayden’s words hit Blaine hard, causing tears to fill Blaine’s eyes. Blaine blinked them away. He wasn’t going to cry over this shit.

Blaine sniffed as the tears took a detour and trickled out of his nose. Fucking hell. Blaine wiped them away roughly and looked at the shuttle’s wall. He wished Wayden would get off him.

He hated that he fucking cared. That he’d wanted Wayden to want to knot him. That he still wanted him to knot him. The whole thing was crazy. And he felt stupid for feeling the way he did.

“I shouldn’t have gone into heat, and I shouldn’t have had sex in the first place. I shouldn’t have done many things, but here we are. Get off,” Blaine snapped, and tried to shove Wayden off him. But the big brute wouldn’t budge.

“Hey!” Wayden said. He lifted his head and stared down at Blaine, irritation clear on his face. Sometimes, Blaine wondered if Wayden was truly a non-aggressive alpha. He was so sensitive, possessive and a little deranged when it came to being challenged. Not that any alpha liked to be challenged, but Wayden took it to a new level.

“What?” Blaine asked, the need to challenge Professor Douche further bubbling in his stomach. Blaine fucking wanted to push Professor Douche. A weird thrill tingled over Blaine’s skin. And he couldn’t wait to see what Wayden would do. “Are you going to sleep on top of me all night long?” Blaine asked.

Wayden gave him a weird look before he dropped down next to him.

Fuck, now he chooses to comply. Blaine turned away and closed his eyes.

“Blaine, I…”

“Goodnight, Wayden,” Blaine growled. He closed his eyes and prayed for fucking sleep. They lay there in tense silence, sleep nowhere in sight. Blaine breathed out a sigh of relief when Wayden got up and left the room. The old him would have considered that a fucking win. But it wasn’t. He was fucking losing his own game. Maybe he’d lost the moment he challenged the alpha.

Now, he was regretting opening his mouth that night at Xaine Covus’ house.

I should have kept my mouth shut, Blaine thought.

Chapter 16

Wayden

“Scent marking is an integral part of pack life. The alpha’s scent brings comfort and a sense of belonging to his pack members. This practice seems to unite the pack and…”

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