One of them.
“No one else really knows, so that needs to stay between us,” I add. “Well, Wren has an idea. That’s why I wanted to hire you in the first place. I’m not sure that I’m leaving, but I want the house to be ready to sell in case I do. Wren’s brother will be putting his house on the market around the same time I might. I want to make sure I get the biggest return on my investment if I go that route.”
She nods in understanding. “Update the house without breaking the bank on a renovation you might not get to enjoy long-term. Makes sense.”
“Exactly.”
She opens her computer and types more notes. “Your friends don’t know you’re thinking of leaving?”
“No. I mean, my closest friends are either professional athletes or married to one, so I think they probably understand what it means that I didn’t sign my early contract extension. But I haven’t explicitly said anything, so if you can keep that between us, I’d appreciate it.”
She breathes a soft laugh. “Who am I going to tell? I don’t know your friends.”
“But you’ll probably meet them. You’re about to spend a lot of time in my house. They come over quite a bit. It feels inevitable that your paths will eventually cross.”
She hesitates for a moment before asking, “Is there anything else that you’d like me to keep between us? If I do meet them, I mean.”
My eyes search hers and I know exactly what she’s asking.
“They know your name. I think they’ve all picked up on the fact that there’s history between us, but they don’t know the details. The way I see it, they don’t need to.”
“You’re telling me you never once vented and talked shit about me?” she asks with a laugh.
“No.” My tone is even. “Never once, Hal.”
Her laughter dies.
More silence lingers.
“Did you ever talk shit about me?” I ask, a hint of humor in my tone.
“Only to Luke.”
“What about your dad? God, he probably fucking hates me now, huh?”
Her body tenses and the air shifts around us, going cold once again.
I have no idea how to do this. How to stop bringingusup.
“The house,” I redirect. “Let’s focus on the house.”
She shakes her head, trying to shake off the constant whiplash of this meeting. “Yeah, tell me more.”
“It... uh... it needs... something. I bought it brand new from the builder, so it’s essentially a plain white box.”
I wait to see if that connects any dots for her, but it doesn’t.
“At least we won’t have to undo anything,” she says. “We have a blank slate to work with. That’s my favorite. This is going to be fun.” There’s a genuine smile currently lifting on Hallie’s lips as she grabs a notebook and pen.
It hits me then. She’s doing it. This dream she had that we talked about for years, working for a big-name designer in a big city. Hallie is doing it.
Pride swells when the realization hits me.
And that pride feels conflicting too because I shouldn’t care anymore, but all I can see is the girl next door, the one I’d watch from my window as she redid her childhood bedroom more times than I could count. All to get here.
“Let’s talk about your likes and dislikes.” Hallie draws a line down the middle of the notebook, putting an X on one side and a heart on the other.
That fucking heart.It makes my own skip a beat, seeing her draw one again.