“Gonna come,” is all he says as his grip on the back of my head loosens, giving me the opportunity to pull away.
But I don’t. I pull his hips into me, feeling his tip pierce the back of my throat before I swallow around it.
“Fuck, Hallie,” he cries out, throwing his head back.
His eyes screw shut, his fingers grip my hair, his hips jerk and twitch as he starts to come down my throat. He keeps coming, holding me steady, and I just watch, fascinated by him. Fascinated by what I can still do to him.
Once his muscles relax and his body uncoils itself, his grip on me loosens. Slowly, he pulls himself out of my mouth.
I wait until those hooded eyes are on me before I make a show of it and swallow.
He shakes his head in disbelief.
“So good.” Rio crouches his naked body, making himself eye level with me. “But I haven’t had sex in a long time. We probably should’ve started slower than that because I don’t know how I’m ever going to recover from this.”
I chuckle, wrapping my arms around his neck. “You’re telling me.”
He grabs my ass, picking me up and carrying me to the bed. Protecting my head, he lays me back before draping his fully naked body on top of mine, pressing me into the mattress. We’re chest to chest. My legs are open around him. And I’m so sensitive, so needy right now, that I can’t help but lift my hips and grind myself into his still partially hard cock.
He plants a hand on my hip, keeping me from moving as he looks down at me, his eyes bouncing between mine. “I don’t think you get what I’m trying to say. I haven’t had sex in a long time.”
It’s the exact same sentence he already said, but the speed with which he repeats it tells me there’s an open door to ask.
I’m cautious though, because most of me doesn’t want to know the answer. “How long is a long time?”
He cradles my jaw, his thumb stroking over my cheekbone, and while his eyes are boring into mine, I look away, hoping I can keep my reaction neutral if I don’t have to see his face when he says it.
“Six years.”
My eyes shoot to his.
“I’ve only ever been with you.”
Chapter 33
Rio
I can’t tell what’s going through her head. Her eyes are wider than I’ve ever seen them. Her lips are parted slightly.
I push her hair away from her face. “What are you thinking, Hallie?”
She’s quiet for a moment and I try not to focus on how fucking stunning she is, lying underneath me, tits perched up against my chest, pussy lined up perfectly with my cock. I’m attempting to be a gentleman and give her a moment if she needs to freak out after realizing how utterly gone I’ve been for her for the last fifteen years of my life.
She shakes her head. “That can’t be true.”
“Oh, I can promise you, it is. I’m practically a born-again virgin at this point, so if you can do me a favor and deflower me again, that’d be great.”
Okay, well, that didn’t work. I’m trying to make light of the situation, but I just used the worddeflowerin a sentence, and she’s still lying there in utter disbelief.
“But you said you’ve been dating all this time.”
“I’ve beenondates. First dates that don’t lead to a second.” I laugh at myself again. “I haven’t even kissed someone else.”
She shakes her head again. “Why?”
“Do you realize how unfair it’d be if I actually got in a relationship with someone else? When all I think about is you? When I compared every person to you? Therewasno comparison to you.”
“Rio.”