His words scrape too close to the truth.
The tension thickens to the point of suffocation.
I push myself up, forcing distance between us. His gaze follows every movement, unreadable yet too knowing.
"Don’t make this something it’s not," I snap, hating the way my voice wavers.
Xirath does not look away.
His fingers skim my wrist, slow and unyielding. "Tell me what it is, then."
I cannot.
There is no name for what burns between us.
No rational explanation for the way my body responds to him, not as a prisoner, not as a possession, but as something else.
Something I don’t know what to name or what it even means.
A sharp inhale stings my lungs, but the words slip free before I can stop them. "This changes nothing."
A dangerous humor darkens his expression. "Then why are you trembling?"
I snatch my wrist from his grasp, ignoring the way his touch lingers beneath my skin.
Panic claws at my ribs, rising, rising, rising.
I am losing myself.
I am losing the fight.
Xirath sees it.
He sees everything.
The truth sits between us, unspoken but suffocating.
I do not hate this.
I do not hate him.
But if I admit that even for a moment there will be nothing left to protect me from the ruin waiting at the end of this path.
He lets me go.
He does not stop me when I stand, does not pull me back into the gravity of his presence.
But I feel him, watching.
A predator biding his time.
A ruler waiting for me to decide what I am willing to surrender.
The decision is not his to make.
It is mine.
I do not have an answer yet.