She squirmed in her seat. “What does that mean?”
“Humiliation is my kink, Reva.”
“Oh.” Her voice was quiet, but it spoke volumes. It wasn’t hers. It wasn’t a kink he broadcast. Not even at the club. Only Elise and a few other subs he’d played with. Because when he played that way, he kept it confined to a safe space.
“I’ve read about a lot of kinks. Bondage seems sexy. Spanking intrigues me. Cock worship sounds fun.” The way she ticked the kinks off with her fingers like a checklist amused him, and he nearly wrecked the car at the last one.
“But I’ve never really looked up humiliation play. What’s involved?”
He groaned. His confession wasn’t meant to encourage questions, it was meant to scare her off.
“It can be a lot of things.”
“I’m asking what it involves for you, Noah.”
“Elise never went anywhere without my… cum on her body somewhere. And she wasn’t allowed to wear panties unless it was absolutely necessary.”
Reva shrugged. “That doesn’t sound humiliating.”
He slammed his palm against the steering wheel. “You’re killing me, little siren. It is humiliating when part of your morning ritual is to ask your Dom to put his cum on you wherever he wants. I think the time I put it in her hair was the worst for her.”
Reva gasped. “Did she go to work like that?”
Noah nodded. “Sure did. And she was just as into it as I was. I’m sorry. Is this weird for you? Talking about my dead submissive?”
She bit her lip. “Honestly? No. I enjoy hearing about this side of your relationship.”
That was a good sign.
“What else do you want to know?”
“Is humiliation your only kink?”
He laughed. “Hardly. I enjoy administering a sound spanking. Wax play is enjoyable, and I like play that can be done in public without anyone else knowing. I admit I don’t have the patience for most bondage, but a pair of cuffs can do the trick. Anything with rope and you’ll want to talk to Bradley or Peter.”
“Bradley as in…”
Noah nodded. “I shouldn’t have said anything. But if you join the club, you’re bound to run into him.”
“I’m glad you warned me. Is it OK for me to join when his wife is technically my boss? Oh God…” she clapped a hand over her mouth then dropped it again. “Jim isn’t a member, is he?”
Noah laughed. “No. He’s pretty vanilla. Gage called you vanilla by the way. I’m glad to see he was wrong.”
“He’s right in that I’ve had no experience. But I’m interested.”
It almost sounded like he was telling her she was interested in getting that experience with him. But he refused to give in to that urge.
“Exposure is a great place to get that experience. Just do me a favor and stay away from Midnight Diamond.”
Reva laughed. “Darci said something similar the other day.”
“Smart girl.”
“So… what now?”
“Now you go to your hotel, and I go home.”
“That’s too bad.”