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JAX

Idon’t know what I’m doing. No, that isn’t exactly true, I know exactly what I’m doing. I’m claiming the woman I’ve always wanted to be with, the one who got away, the love of my life who I definitely should have fought harder for. That’s what I’m doing, and even though I know it’s probably wrong, it feels so damn right. I’m not thinking about what’s going to happen next, just about right now.

The kiss is electrifying as well. Exactly as I remember it, yet somehow better as well. Her lips are softer than before, plumper, unless the memories have just faded a little over time. My heart races that much quicker, my whole body trembles that much more, and the need is so much more intense.

Yes, this is where I should have been the whole time. This is who I should have been with. I wasted my time in LA screwing around with people I don’t even know, much less give a shit about. This is where my heart belongs. I know it might be complicated and messy, but this is what I want.

“Oh, Jax!” As Lilly lets her head loll to one side in delight as the pleasure gets to her, I immediately take advantage of thesituation, sucking and licking on the exposed skin of her throat until I can literally feel the shudder tearing down her spine. I’m sending her just as out of control as I am. “Oh, God, that feels good.”

My hands tuck underneath the hemline of her top and I slowly edge it upward, making sure to still taste as much of her gorgeous flesh as I possibly can. Her skin is soft and delicate, reminding me of just how precious she really is. I must be careful with her, treat her like the princess she really is.

“You’re everything,” I groan as I eventually reach her bra. Her delightfully lacy bra which has me hard as a fucking rock already. Not that I’m intending to rush things. This moment is glorious and I want to take full advantage of it. “Oh, my God, Lilly, you have no idea how much I’ve missed you.”

I don’t know if it’s just being in her presence which makes me feel so amazing, or perhaps it’s getting the truth off my chest, just talking about my problems, but I’m soaring higher than air.

I pop Lilly’s bra off as she helps me along by ripping off her top like it’s the most irritating thing on the planet. As she smiles at me with her head lightly cocked to one side, her beauty intoxicates me. How the hell did I ever work up the courage to walk away from this beauty? What was inside my mind?

I need to feel her, toreallyfeel her, so I whip my top off as well. Lilly gasps like she’s impressed by me, like she still finds my body incredible after all this time. Thankfully, the exhausting nature of being up on stage and playing music has counteracted the damage any booze could have done to me.

“Oh, wow.” Her fingers lightly run down my chest, and I shudder through the space dust sensation left behind. “Wow, Jax. MyGod, you’re something else, aren’t you? No wonder I’ve missed you so much.”

I grab her and kiss her hard before the emotion gets to me. The sensation of our naked torsos pressed up against one another is electrifying. I’m on fire all over me, my skin engulfed in flames, and I fucking love it. Her nipples press into me, demanding attention, and I’m more than happy to slide down her body to comply. I take her right nipple between my lips to tug and tease. But it isn’t enough for me…

My eager fingers itch to explore her. I can’t resist the temptation. I suck and tease her breast while I edge my hand into her panties, through her wisps of pubic hair, down to her warm, wet core.

“Oh, shit,” I groan as I slide my fingers along her soaking wet slit, the pleasure rocketing through me, bolting down to my thick, throbbing erection as I feel just how excited she is for me. My God, she wants me just as badly as I want her. The years apart have made us needier for one another. We can’t cope.

“Holy.” She gasps, unable to finish her thought as I plunge my fingers deep into her, massaging her until she’s clinging to me and bucking through the pleasure starting to creep through her body.

I love the look of her arching her back in delight, rolling her hips toward me because she wants more. It makes me eager for more as well. So, I lay her back on the couch and kiss down her body, brushing my lips over every peak, every dip of her as I slowly peel her trousers and panties off. I need her naked for me. I want to see and explore every part of her, and thankfully, she wants that too.

“My toes,” she gasps in shock as I pop one between my lips. “What are you doing? It tickles.”

She doesn’t resist, though, however much it tickles her. She wants to explore this new sensation, and I want to drive her wild, so I swirl my tongue around her until she’s breathless and struggling. Once I know she can hardly take it any longer, I move my mouth up her legs, loving the mewling sounds emanating from her as I kiss and lick the hypersensitive skin she now has on show just for me.

“Your scent is intoxicating,” I murmur the closer I get to her core. I can practically see the words and my breath vibrating against where she’s aching for me. “Oh, God, I can’t wait to taste you.”

Lilly isn’t messing around. She grabs onto my hair and yanks me upward because I’ve teased the dragon of desire out of her. She’s hungry for more, she needs me badly, and nothing will stop her from getting me. By the time I connect my tongue with her clit and I trace patterns over it, she’s ready and desperate. She can’t stop herself from screaming and moaning as the onslaught of pleasure crushes her.

“Fuck, Jax… Jax, oh, my God!” she yells, her voice trembling. “That feels so… so good.”

I don’t stop, I won’t stop. I’m a mad man on a mission, needing to coax the orgasm from her, and nothing will stop me. I have this beautiful woman between my fingers now, a rare occurrence these days, and I’m going to do whatever it takes to drive her over the edge into oblivion.

She tenses up. I can tell the moment the orgasm is going to scream through her because it affects her whole body. She’s onthe edge, and I just need to tip her into the abyss. I can’t wait. I remember how beautiful she is all contorted up at her most vulnerable, and I can’t believe how lucky I am that I get to see it again. I thought that I had lost her for good, but it seems that fate is smiling down on me.

The scream that comes out of Lilly as the orgasm claims her this time around is so intense that I feel it in myself as well. It’s as if she has been tied up in knots for three long years just waiting for me to come back to unleash her. If that’s the case, then I just hope that I’ve done a good job for her.

“Fuck,” she pants out breathlessly as soon as she can form words once more. “Jax, I need you.”

She pulls me up her body and kisses me hard and fast, passionately and desperately. Yep, she definitely isn’t done with me yet, which is fucking fantastic because my God, do I need her. As we kiss, I reach into my pocket and grab out the condom that I always carry with me, just in case—it’s always better to be safe than sorry—just at the right moment because Lilly needs me naked and she isn’t about to take no for an answer. She strips me down hurriedly, eagerly, and she wraps those lovely, delicate fingers of hers around my rock-hard cock. She holds me like I’m just as precious to her as she is to me, and she strokes.

Oh, shit, she feels good. Too good. I don’t know how long I’m going to be able to keep myself intact, so I push the condom into her hand and let her pin me onto my back as she rolls it down onto me.

“I need you,” she tells me with a grin as she straddles me, confidently and beautifully. “So bad.”

She presses her hand to my chest to keep me in place as she slides down onto me, surrounding my cock with her delightfully wet need for me. All I want to do is lean up and kiss her, but she has complete control of me with her hands on my chest. She rides me at her own speed, hungrily aiming for another bolt of pleasure, making sure that I hit all the right spots. I don’t mind, though. It doesn’t matter to me. Just being this connected to her body is all that I need to be tipped over the edge.

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