Page 91 of Revive Me

My throat moves on a rough swallow. Because Ican’tfuck up into her. I can only stay still and revel in this weird, crazy, incredible sensation.

Lily must read something on my face because I feel her grip on my shoulders loosen. She doesn’t move, but she asks in a soft purr, “Does it feel good?”

A breath rushes out of me, and I nod. “Sofucking good.”

“How do you want me?” she asks, her voice enough to send a ripple of pleasure through my body.

“I think if you—” I rotate her hips the slightest bit, just until her pussy is squeezing around the head of my cock. The moment she hits the right angle, a groan rumbles through my chest. “Fuck, yeah that’s it. Just stay right there for a second. That feels—Jesus, that feels good.”

Lily stays perfectly still, letting me revel in the feel of her body like this. The only time she moves is when she clamps down on me, which makes me groan and beg her to do it again. By the third time, I’m pretty sure she’s fried the pleasure center of my brain.

I don’t have to ask her to start riding me again; she just knows. A few seconds of Lily sliding over my length and then I’m coming, giving in to my release with a stuttered exhale.

When it finally ends, the only sound around us is my gasping breaths. My forehead tips forward to rest against her shoulder.

“Holyshit,” I gasp.

Lily lets out a soft laugh and snuggles deeper into my embrace. It feels like the most natural thing in the world for my arms to go around her, one hand sliding up to hold the back of her neck.

“I might need a cigarette after that,” I murmur against her neck.

“Don’t even think about it,” she grumbles back. But her words don’t have any bite to them, especially when she lets out a sated purr as I start to knead the muscles around her neck.

The quiet is a comfortable one. I feel…content. If it wasn’t for Lily’s hips shifting, my softening cock still inside her, I’d stay here all night.

But the movement has me groaning, the sound making her pull back with an expression of concern.

“Oh God, sorry,” she blurts. “Am I too heavy? Are your legs in pain?”

“Lily, I’m paralyzed. I can barelyfeelmy legs.”

At first, she only blinks at my teasing. But after a moment, her eyes narrow and she lightly shoves at my chest.

“Jerk,” she mutters. “I was showingconcern.”

I grin and lean forward for a kiss. “I know,” I murmur against her lips. “It was sweet.” Then I lean back against the wall and give her a real answer. “But no, I’m not in pain. I feel fucking fantastic.”

That has her faux annoyance melting, to be replaced with a giddy smile that she tries to hide.

But after a moment, reality sets in, and the first flash of uncertainty appears in Lily’s eyes.

“We should probably get cleaned up,” she says, looking around for some kind of towel.

She lifts off me before I can pull her back down for another kiss. I swallow the disappointed sigh that wants to slip out of me and instead reach for my pants.

I manage to pull them on and get to my feet while Lily is still cleaning herself up. I’m half-tempted to leave my shirt off, just so I can steal her attention for another second, but I know we’ve already risked too much tonight, so I pull that on, too.

I’m so caught up with the need to be close to her that her scrub top has barely cleared her head before I’m pulling her into my lap, where I’m back in my wheelchair. She drops onto my legs, and I swallow her surprised squeak with a kiss.

The kiss is sweet, but not short. When I feel like I’ve sated my need for her enough to allow some space, I pull back, but only so far that I can lean my forehead against hers.

“Hi,” I whisper with a smile. I can feel her chest heaving against mine.

“Hi,” she breathes, a dazed look on her face.

I want to ask her if I can see her soon. Outside of the clinic, before my next appointment. These sessions are no longer enough time with her. I want more.

I wonder if she reads something on my face, because she puts space between us before she says, “Um, don’t forget that I’m away with my family this weekend. So, I won’t see you until next Monday.”