Page 33 of Still Made For You

“Love me, that’s all I need.”

“That’s a given. I’m going to love you until I take my last breath and even after that. I’m your partner, Yani baby. I’m going to support you at all times, and if there’s ever a time we don’t agree, I’m still going to have your best interest at heart. It’s time for you to spread your wings, sweetheart. Show the world who you are and what you’re made of. We’ll be here cheering and waiting for you to come home. It’s your time to shine, beautiful.” I buried my face into his chest while he held me tightly.

There used to be a time when I thought God hated me, but now I’m convinced I must be one of His favorites. The blessings in my life were overflowing, and I planned to enjoy every one of them.

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“Naw,moveyo’fuckin’hands and take this dick,” I gritted. Sweat dripped down my brow as I pounded my wife’s juicy ass pussy from the back. We’d been fucking for almost an hour, but if I could live in this ocean, I would.

“Yes, daddy! Keep fucking me!” That shit turned me on, I started going crazy in the pussy.

“Cum on this dick, I’m not going to tell you again!” I smacked her ass, watching the shit ripple while I continued to fuck her silly.

“Oh, yes! I’m cummin’, baby! Cum with me!” She twerked her ass on my dick, driving me wild.

“Ahh, fuck! Shit! I’m about to buss, where you want it, love?” I had no intention of coming, but her freaky ass brought it out of me.

“On my tongue,” Ty purred, positioning herself on her knees with her tongue out.

“Fuck!” My wife looked so sexy I could barely keep it steady. Watching her swallow my seeds and then lick her lips had me ready to propose to her all over again.

“I’m glad your ass is on birth control because fucking around with me, you’d be pregnant again.” My body dropped down to the bed. The kids were in bed, leaving the two of us to have some much-needed time alone.

“I think I want to try for another baby next year. Tru’s growing up so fast, another one wouldn’t hurt.” My head whipped in her direction to make sure I wasn’t tripping.

“You on that shit? Cause I know damn well you’re not talking about another baby after you just told me you were going to be popping Plan Bs. We both agreed we’d wait until lil’ mama turned at least two. What changed?” She traced the tattoo on my chest before she spoke.

“I kind of miss being pregnant. Plus, Tru isn’t a baby anymore. She’s already using a big girl cup now. Before we know it, she’ll be going off to college,” She whined.

“Ty, get the fuck out of here. Now you’re being dramatic. It’ll be a long time before Tru graduates high school. Plus, everyone has to grow up, baby. It’s a part of life.”

“I know. I’m in my feelings because Orion’s a freshman this year. In three more years, he’ll be going off to college and leaving me behind. It feels like time is speeding up so fast, and I’m afraid I’ll miss something.” Ty’s lip quivered, so I yanked her body on top of mine.

“You aren’t missing anything because you’re right here with them. Try not to focus on what you can’t control. We want our children to grow up; it’s a natural progression in life. We’ll be right there holding their hands through all of their milestones and accomplishments. Hell, the mistakes, too." She rested her head on my chest while I scratched her scalp. This always calmed her down whenever she became overstimulated.

“Are you sure you’re not already pregnant?” I questioned only because Ty wasn’t normally this emotional.

“No, I am about to start my period next week, so that’s why I’m hormonal.” I nodded, returning back to calm her down.

“How did your video shoot go today?” I decided to bring up Favo’s suggestions to see where she stood on it.

“Great, he wants to hire me to do the rest of the videos for his album. He suggested that I do this full-time, but I told him I wasn’t sure about traveling too much right now. Tru is still young, and she’d used to having me here.” My eyes grew heavy while I soothed my wife.

“I honestly think you should do it. I mean, it’s not like you can’t adjust your schedule to fit your needs. Tru’s in daycare now, so we wouldn’t have to worry about having anyone watch her. It’s not like you would be gone for more than a few days at a time. The exposure alone would be amazing for your business. Go for it, baby.” She placed a kiss on my chest.

“That’s it? It’s that simple?” A part of me expected her to have a few reservations due to us being apart, but it made me happy to know she trusted me.

“Yes, just like that. Listen, if you blow up, then it benefits us all. Shoot, you could even shoot a video for Queen Bee one day. Then, I’ll get to rub elbows with the rich and famous. Go ahead and put us on the map, baby daddy.” Regardless of anything else, I knew Ty had my back.

“I love you, ma. Real shit, I wouldn’t be where I am without you, and I’ll never take it for granted.” She and our children motivated me to go further and further within my career. I want to give them the life they deserve, and I’ll work my ass off to make sure they have it.

“I love you more, Lolo. I’m behind you 110%, until the casket drops. You’ve been a blessing to me since you came into my life. I want to be the same for you. You’re my hero foreal. One day, I’ll be screaming your name while you give an acceptance speech for your talents. You’ve already left your mark on my heart. Now, it’s time for you to bless the world. I can feel it in my soul this next year for us will be the greatest one yet.” We fell into a comfortable silence as I reflected on her words. Having a partner who will ride for you was a top tier feeling. It’s the reason I’m determined to give her the world. Her love fueled me. It brought me a sense of peace I hadn’t experienced until I met her. She could get anything she wanted from me.

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“Movealittletothe left for me!” I instructed.

“Okay, ladies, remember your positions and make sure you throw that ass for the camera,” the director called out. I shook my head at this thirsty ass nigga because it was obvious he was trying to do more than get a good shot. His big protruding belly mixed with his dingy sneakers told me homie was probably only used to the kind of ass he has to pay for.

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