When I finally get to bed, all I smell is Goldie.
What would James do?
Sighing, I sit up in bed and pull up theBlinding Loveapp.
Good night,
I don’t send it. Good night…what?Good night, Dawn? Good night, exclamation point? Good night with an emoji? “Sendsomething, asshole,” I mutter. Finally, I delete the comma, add a period, and send the damn text.
James
Good night.
Her reply comes moments later.
Dawn
Sweet dreams
Satisfied I’ve not completely fucked this up, I blacken the screen and roll over. When I finally fall asleep, I dream about Goldie.
Chapter 23
Goldie
WAKING UP BY myself is bullshit.
I’m mad the second I open my eyes. Mad that all it took was one night of sleeping in the same bed as Matty to ruin me for, well,ever. That asshole.
I roll over and grab my phone, hoping he’s reached out in the time I’ve slept. But other than the good night texts we exchanged, he hasn’t. I figured it was better to let him work his way through the whole “holy crap, it’s my best friend’s little sister” thing, if I had to guess.
It still stings, though.
And hell if I’m going to sit around and moon over it. That’s not how I operate.
But first: coffee.
Once I’m up and showered, fresh cup of coffee in hand, I pull up our thread in the app. I scroll all the way to the top, then skim it through. Reading it now, it’s obvious we’ve been fallingfor each other the whole time. I know he’s into me. That’s not the issue. The issue is his lack of bravery.
Ooh, damn. I went there, didn’t I?
But something tells me that he won’t react well if I just text him and tell him to quit being a scaredy-cat. I start a new message in the app.
DAWN
I should tell you something.
A few minutes later, he answers.
JAMES
What’s that?
My name isn’t really Dawn.
You don’t say?
It’s Goldie. Goldie Dash.