Page 268 of Redeemed

“More,” she whispers against my mouth. “Please, Colt.”

I smile. “Always.”

Haven

Coltonbarelygiveshimselfa breather before he carries me up to his room. He kicks the door shut behind us, probably to keep Star out, and then throws me onto the bed. With my face in his hands, he kisses me softly.Reverently.

This is what I want from him more than anything else. The degradation and free use and safewords are nice, and they give me an escape, but all I care about is getting access to the real Colton Heverly. He’s not putting on a face or trying to hide his feelings right now. He’s being completely open, and I love him for it.

Colton gets onto his back in the center of the bed and tugs me over to him. I crawl closer, letting him run his hands over my body. He’s not objectifying me or making me recite the mantra he came up with. He’s just… enjoying me, exactly as I am.

“Get on top of me.” He does practically all the work in lifting me up so I’m straddling him. “Yeah, just like that. I want to watch you while you ride me.”

Taking his cock in my hand, I slowly lower myself onto it until he’s all the way inside me. All the air rushes out of my lungs at the sensation of being filled by him. I give myself a second to adjust before moving. It’s a new angle, and now I have all my weight pulling me down onto him.

“Good?” he asks, his fingers skimming up my arms.

“Mmhmm. Just… so big.”

“And look how well you take every inch.” One of his hands drops to where we’re connected, and his thumb gently rubs my clit. “So fucking beautiful like this.”

I moan as electricity zaps through me from his touch. Slowly, I move up and down on his cock. It somehow feels as good as when he was driving into me downstairs, and based on the way Colton’s breath stutters, it feels good for him, too.

Slowly, I pick up my pace. Colton gazes up at me proudly as he keeps rubbing my clit. The look on his face is like stepping into sunshine after a rainstorm. I’d do just about anything to capture it and keep it forever.

“You feel amazing, angel,” Colton tells me. “God, stay just like that. This angle—shit, Haven, it’s perfect.”

I do what he says and keep the angle the same, but the need to please him has me going faster, harder. His groan hits me straight in the chest. Knowing I’m the one who’s making him feel this way has pride spilling into my veins. It also sends me catapulting into my next orgasm without warning.

“Colt—oh my god, Colton,” I cry.

He strokes my clit a few more times before grabbing onto my hips and thrusting up into me. I scream, so he does it again. My body thrums with ecstasy as he pushes me higher, higher, higher.

When Colton finally slows, my vision blurs, and my thoughts turn fuzzy. It’s all too overwhelming. I can’t… can’t handle…

“Whoa, whoa.” Colton grabs my waist to steady me, and I realize I was swaying to the side. “You all right?”

“Yeah, it just…” I blink, trying to shake the fogginess from my mind. “Just…wow.”

He’s frowning, and he reaches up to brush some of my hair out of my face. “You sure? It looked like you were gonna pass out on me for a second.”

“Mmhmm.” My smile is dazed, and I still feel a little dizzy, but I’m fine. I went from being terrified to being absolutely ravaged in such a short period that I’m struggling to keep up. I just need a little break, that’s all.

Still, Colton is watching me with concern. “Let’s just…” He pulls me down until my chest is pressed to his. “There. Don’t want you falling and hurting yourself.”

“Mmm.” My eyes flutter closed, and I place my hands on his hard chest. He’s so warm. So…solid.And somehow, he’s mine again.

Colton’s arms wrap around me, and I relax against his body. For the first time in years, I let him lull me into a sense of trust I’ve craved since the night I betrayed him. It’s warm and sweet and everything I remember it being, minus the fear.

There’s no reason to be afraid of him anymore.

“Yeah, that’s it,” he whispers as he strokes my hair. “Let me hold you.”

Slowly, Colton thrusts into me, and I choke out a moan. When he does it again, I bury my face in his chest. He’s still managing to hit all the right spots, and the way he’s holding me so gently… I don’t think I’ve ever felt more cherished.

I’ve come to accept what I like in bed. I love the degradation and the roughness that comes with being with these three boys, but when their gentle sides comes out, I bask in them.

With Colton, I think it’s the side of him I like the most. He’s so convinced that he’s a horrible person. And god, he’s done some awful things, quite a few of them to me. But he told me when we were younger that he gives his all to his friends, and that’s true. I’ve seen what he does to take care of Xander and Lucas. What he’s done to take care ofme.

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