Page 27 of Inevitably Yours

“Pretend you’re Captain Kirk and try.” Augusta’s sister was full of surprises. She looked like a ballerina and had the bite of a snake, but also had the heart of a nerd. Hmm, she and Tori would get along like gangbusters.

“Yes and no.” When he didn’t elaborate, January gave him a raised eyebrow and tapped her watch. “Yes, because it allows me a chance to maybe get to know her without the pressure of the expectation of a relationship, and no, because I can’t stand the thought of her with another man.” John couldn’t believe he had just told Augusta’s sister that. Well, it was feathers in the wind now.

After shouldering her duffle bag from the counter, January leaned in and sighed. She backed away a bit and patted his shoulder and muttered, “That’ll do, pig.” It was strangely intimate but not sexually. It was also just strange. Very strange. Again, Tori came to mind.

She grabbed her keys and opened the front door. John realized she was leaving. “Hey, wait, I still have,” John inspected his watch, “ninety-two seconds, and where is Augusta?”

“You don’t need ‘em, Kirk, we’re done here. And Augusta went, um…out for a bite to eat, she should be home any minute now. You’re welcome to wait. Gotta run, dollars don’t make themselves.”

Where the hell is my life heading when that was only the second weirdest conversation I’ve had in the last week? There was something about January that John really liked. He could see how she was the yin to Augusta’s yang. He hoped she stuck around for a while.

Pacing was overrated and overdone. John had spent the first few minutes doing just that and still, no Augusta and no solid answers. He whistled for Lynyrd to come. He was bored and confused enough to seek out itchy, watery eyes and possibly hives, but Lenny didn’t show. Although a gray tabby head with half an ear poked his head around the corner.

Shocking. Rick wasn’t running in and out. Not rolling anyone. Instead, he was slinking toward John—cautious and ready for an attack, but coming his way all the same. “Hi, fella.” John lowered himself to the ground and extended his hand. Balancing on one knee, he clicked his mouth at the approaching cat.

Rick kept coming, slow and steady. Before he knew it, Rick had slunk right up to John and slowly climbed his pants, up his shin, and onto his horizontal thigh and just stood there. Staring.

Am I being challenged…from my own thigh?

That’s when he heard it—a low vibration at first, but it increased to a dull roar. His hand wasn’t even on the cat yet, but he was purring.

When the shock wore off, John slowly brought his hand to the cat and started a slow scratch behind his mangled ear. “Hey, big guy. How you doing?” Rick seemed to stand taller and lean into John’s busy fingers.

“Augusta is never going to believe this. And look, my allergy pills are working, no hives. Yeah, no hives at all.” John was relishing the attention of a cat…a cat? Not to mention a cat very few people had even seen as anything less than a blur, that had curled up on his thigh and was looking content and sleepy and trusting.

“Since today seems to be a day of miracles, you wouldn’t happen to have a voice, would you?” As if the damn thing understood him, he opened one eye and studied John intently before closing it yet again. If he were human, John would have expected him to shrug one shoulder in a “try me” fashion.

“What should I do, boy? I want to be with her, I think more than I have ever wanted to be with another woman. But I just can’t seem to commit to even try to commit. Too much baggage, too much vulnerability, and too little control.”

Rick did nothing. Not like John expected the wisdom of the world from a cat, but he hoped, yet again, the answer would come to him just out of the blue. For a man who had worked hard for everything he had ever gotten, he seemed to expect a lot from nothing lately.

“Shit!” John hissed as Rick jumped to all fours, digging his claws through his pants right into the muscle of his thigh. Looking at the front door, Rick growled a warning. John wasn’t sure what set the cat off, but whatever it was, was on the other side of that door.

“Easy there, big guy,” John soothed while smoothing his ruffled fur with his palm. Rick lowered his growl to a throaty protest and kept his eyes glued to the door except for a glance at John. It felt as if the cat was channeling Lassie for a second. What? Timmy fell down a well?

John peeled the cat from his leg as he stood. Rick protested when he extended his arms to deposit the pissed off cat on the back of the couch. “Shush.” John allowed the cat to rest in his arms and got to the peephole.

The distorted sight that greeted him sent ice water straight up his spine, freezing him through. Gus was standing next to the door, clutching foil twisted into the shape of a swan in front of her and blushing a perfect shade of pink. She looked radiant…and nervous.

Then, there was some asshole—some khaki wearing young punk—eyeing her like she was his dinner, and he was hungry. John knew that look well; this dude was trying to figure out the logistics of going in for a kiss. A haze of anger and jealousy came over John like a wave—a huge, frothy, green wave coating him in unreasonable anger. But in that moment, he didn’t care one bit about reason or about sending the wrong message or anything else except keeping that twerp’s lips off Augusta.

Without thinking, he ripped open the door with his free hand with Rick still curled up, perfectly content, if not slightly smug, in his other. “Hello,” John announced like he had every right to be there.

He should have felt guilt at the startled yelps from the two people on the porch, but he didn’t. From the looks on their faces, he had interrupted in the nick of time. Loverboy had gone in for the kiss, just as he suspected, but Augusta gave him the cheek, either because that was her intention or because she turned as John opened the door. Either way, he had ruined the moment. And he was thrilled to have done so.

Augusta recovered quicker that whathisname did. Placing one hand on her chest as if to slow her racing heart—another thing he would question the cause of later—she addressed him, “John, you scared the daylights out of me. What are you doing here?”

“January let me in before she left for work. Who’s your friend?” John emphasized “friend” and brought himself to his full height. The boy might be young, but he wasn’t small. When he caught himself trying to intimidate his rival, he leaned into the door frame, stroking Rick casually. Like he didn’t care that this punk just tried to kiss his girl. His girl? Whoa, dial it back, John, dial it back.

“Oh, um, this is...” Augusta was flustered. Good.

Whatshisname stepped in to save her. How sweet, not. He extended a hand toward John. “Jesse, sir.”

Sir? Sir? Sure, I’ve got a few years on you asshole, but I’m not her father.And another old fear swam to the surface. John refused to touch Jesse. He grunted and slightly inclined his head; that was all Jesse was getting from him. Jesse dropped his hand and wiped his palm on his stupid khakis. John shifted his gaze toward Augusta and noticed she looked mortified, then stunned.

Jesse squeezed her bicep and kissed her cheek. John almost threw the cat at him. “Call me?” he asked, more like pled. Pathetic. A real man would tell her to call him, not beg. And either the woman would call or she couldn’t handle him. Augusta didn’t need this punk. While she nodded her agreement, her eyes never left John’s face. He took smug satisfaction in that.

When she turned to enter, John didn’t budge. He wanted her to take what she wanted, even if it was just entry. I know that’s who you are, Augusta, show me. John realized he was now the one begging, and he begrudgingly moved out of the way before Augusta moved in.

After setting her leftovers and purse down, she turned to him in amazement. John puffed up and took pride in that…until she spoke. It wasn’t him she was amazed with at all, or at least, not for the reason he wanted.

Propping her hands on her hip, she gawked at the fluffy burden in his arm. “Well, look at you, Rick. All content and happy.” Her twinkling gaze rose to his, and it took his breath away. “He doesn’t even let me hold him, much less carry him around like a baby.” Then she let words slip out of her mouth that changed his course of action. “I always knew you were special, John Roberts. And Rick is one lucky cat. What I wouldn’t give to be in his…”

That was the last syllable from her mouth before John relieved himself of the cat and had her pinned against the wall. The kiss wasn’t gentle or soothing. It was combustible and unnerving. John’s teeth clashed with hers, and her whimper of pleasure damn near ended him. Pulling away without taking her from behind right there, was a real struggle, but her large breast in his hand reminded him of her delicate condition.

Damn it.Rein it in, John, you can do rough six weeks after delivery, but for now, it needs to be tempered. For the first time, the thought of planning ahead didn’t scare the hair right off his ass. He wanted to speak, to ask…no, to tell her it would be all right, but she spoke first.

“John, I can’t do this again. This foyer, I don’t even know what to call what we did, but I can’t. Either carry me to my room and make love me or walk out that door right now as my friend and nothing more. No more longing glances or flirty laughs. No more…” John silenced her by sweeping her off her feet and practically running to her bedroom. She had told him exactly what she wanted, and what he wanted to hear.

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