Page 39 of Better Late Than Never

Oh, God. In that moment I had no idea if any other person on the planet would ever turn my head again. No one existed except Alex and his artful, masterful kiss and his fucking amazing body. Nothing mattered at all except how much he overwhelmed me, how damn good it felt to be touched like this—intimately and hungrily by someone who actually wanted me—for the first time inyears. I hadn’t even realized how touch-starved I’d been until now, and I couldn’t get enough of him. I was overwhelmed, and I wantedmore.

I moved my hand from his hip into the space between us, and when I closed my fingers around his cock, we both whimpered. Alex shuddered as he pushed himself into my hand, rocking as if he wanted to fuck my fist. Then he was stroking me, too, and we fell into the most mind-blowing rhythm, pumping each other and kissing until we were both breathing too hard to keep making out.

“Jesus fuck,” he slurred against my lips.

“Uh-huh,” I murmured. “So damn good.”

He squeezed his eyes shut and tilted his head back, and I couldn’t resist—I went for his neck like he’d gone for mine. That was even hotter than I expected. His groan vibrated beneath his faintly stubbled skin, and he thrust harder into my hand. This was something I’d somehow missed in my fantasies—how hot it would be when he responded to the things I did. The little shivers. The lip bites. The moaned curses.

What would he look like and sound like when he came?

I was the one to groan that time, pushing hard into Alex’s tight fist as I imagined him falling apart. Could I make him forget how to speak? Because I was pretty sure he had me close to that point.

I lifted my head and whispered, “Roll on your back?”

His eyelids fluttered, and then he focused on me, the blue of his eyes almost lost to his blown pupils. It seemed to take him a second to process what I’d said, but he caught up and did as I’d asked.

I moved over the top of him, and my plans to go south were waylaid when he wrapped his arms around me and pull me down into a kiss. He parted his thighs for me like I’d done for him earlier, and oh hell, I hadn’t realized how hot it would be, getting on top of him like this. When I slowly rocked my hips, our cocks rubbed together, and Alex whimpered and arched under me.

“Fuck, I am so turned on,” he breathed.

“Yeah?” I grinned down at him, marveling at the sight of him this overcome with lust. “So you wouldn’t say no if I wanted to go down on you?”

His eyes flew open this time, and he swept his tongue across his swollen lips. “Don’t let me stop you.”

I laughed softly and kissed him again, but hesitated. “I, uh… I’ve never done this, so…”

Alex’s grin made my spine tingle. “You’ve gotten head before, right?”

“Of course. Yeah.”

“So you know what you like.” He carded his fingers through my hair. “Just do that—long as you don’t use your teeth, you’ll be fine.”

I snapped my teeth at him, and reveled in his burst of laughter.

“Smartass,” he muttered before claiming my mouth again.

I grinned against his lips, then indulged in a longer kiss.

I was still a little nervous about sucking dick for the first time, but I’d also wanted to foryears. And he was right—I did know what I liked. How complicated could it be?

Before I lost my nerve, I broke the kiss, crawled down his beautiful body, and gave the underside of his cock a long, slow lick. Exhilaration ran through me like a surge of electricity, both from the realization that I was finally living out the fantasy of giving a guy head and from the strangled moan that escaped Alex’s lips. As I tentatively teased him with my lips and tongue, his legs trembled and his back arched, but he kept his hips almost completely still, which I appreciated. It was hot, watching a guy get his mouth fucked in a porno, but I wasn’t sure I was or ever would be ready for that.

This, though? Licking up and down the shaft and around the head? Taking him partway into my mouth while I stroked him with my hand? Driving those sharp, whispered curses out of him with little flutters of my tongue? Oh, yeah. Oh, fuck, yeah, I was ready for this.

“Connor…” He gripped the sheet beside his hip, clawing at it like he needed something to hold on to. “Oh my God, that’s good…”

I couldn’t describe the thrill. Not just sucking dick for the first time, but making Alex lose his mind like this. That was even hotter than the feeling of his thick, hard shaft sliding between my lips and against my tongue, and that said something. I’d always wondered how I’d actually like this, and it turned out I liked ita lot. I’d wondered what it would be like to have a cock in my mouth, and that part was great, but mostly I should’ve known how utterly fucking hot it would be to drive someone this wild. I’d always loved giving oral. Loved making a partner shake and gasp and swear. That part hadn’t changed in the least just because he had different equipment than my mouth was used to.

Holy fuck, this is so much better than I thought it would be.

Alex’s trembling voice just made it even much hotter. “You don’t… You don’t have to finish me.” He sounded like he was struggling to form words. “If you’re not… not ready for… Christ, Connor…”

Imight’vebeen ready for that. I was a little hesitant—it was new, after all—but right now, I was up for just about anything. Hell, if this was going to be the one and only time I ever got naked with Alex—and God only knew when I’d get near any other guy any time soon—then I wasn’t holding back.

I lifted my head, still stroking his spit-slick cock with one hand. “I kind of do want you to come. But I also want you to fuck me.”

He squeezed his eyes shut as he made a choked sound. Then he pushed himself up on his elbow so he could look at me. “I can come twice in a day.”

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