Page 53 of Beyond the Summer

He cupped my face in his huge hands, for once taking control, and kissed me again.As his tongue thrust slowly into my mouth, it occurred to me that I really fucking wanted Sutton inside me.He kissed me until I was clinging to him, my cock rock hard, my body arched against his.He kissed me until I wanted to crawl inside him and be a part of him, until I wanted to press so close that we would meld together and I'd never have to stop touching him.Then he pulled back, a smug smile on his face.

"So?"he asked.

"Oh shit, I really want you to fuck me," I whispered, eyes wide.

Sutton's brows furrowed together."Not what I was going for there."

"Fine, whatever.You're the love of my life.And as the love of my life, I think you should know that I don't always want to do all the dicking down.Sometimes I want to be the one who is dicked."

He groaned and huffed out a breath, grabbing my ass and spinning me around.

"Wait.You know what you're doing?"

"Of course I know what I'm doing," Sutton said."I'm a fucking rugby player.I know how to top a guy."

I frowned."They teach that in rugby lessons?"

Sutton let out a half groan, half laugh."No… It's like, you know.A hot rugby muscle hunk and a petite twink walk into the room.Who's the top?"

"Um.Is that a trick question?Are you the hunk?Because you will not be topping any twinks.You are officially a geek lover.Wait, is there a gay term for a nerdy guy?"

"Fuck.I need to teach you the gay vocabulary?"Sutton asked.

"To be fair, I do know how gay ogres refer to gay elves."

Then Sutton was kissing me again, lifting me so I could wrap my legs around his waist and kiss him back.It occurred to me that he'd probably done it to shut me up, but I didn't care.I just wanted him.I pulled back and stared down at him.

"Holy crap.I'm going to top from the bottom.That is so me."

Sutton blinked, then shook his head."It very much is," he sighed.

I grabbed his hand and dragged him in the direction of my cabin."I want to move here so badly," he shouted as he jogged to catch up with me."I hope I can make it work."

"Newsflash, asshole," I teased him gently."You're an adult now and capable of anything you set your mind to."

Sutton laughed again at my mock-serious tone; his chuckles were like music to my ears."What is this?An episode of Sesame Street?"

"I'm dead serious," I insisted solemnly, yet unable to keep a straight face as I added, "Don't let the fear of your father's disapproval dictate your life.Break free from his bullshit.If your parents can't accept you for who you are, then they can fuck off.There are plenty of people here who love you exactly as you are."

"Plenty?"

I tilted my head with a frown."Although you could stand to tone down the cockiness a notch."

"Fuck topping from the bottom, I'm going to top you," he growled, and I took off at a sprint.

"Gotta catch me first!"

I was so going to let him catch me.

Ben

Idashedaheadonthe narrow forest path, spinning around to face Sutton with a goofy grin plastered on my face, happy to see him goofing around with me after the devastation that had been on his face only moments before."Come on, keep up!"I teased, walking backwards."I thought you were going to catch me and show me what it was like to be topped."I turned and wiggled my ass a little."So tempting, isn't it?"

This finally earned a genuine chuckle from Sutton."You're ridiculous."

"But good ridiculous, right?"I turned back around and found him right on top of me, and his emerald eyes smoldered as he stalked towards me.He pushed me hard against the tree trunk and captured my mouth in a searing kiss, wrapping a hand around my throat and pinning me there as he devoured my mouth once again.I threaded my fingers through his chestnut hair, parting my lips to allow his probing tongue access.He kissed me hard and rough, pouring his anger and frustration into the embrace.I let him take control, still enjoying this dominant side of him.

Then abruptly he pulled back, breaking the kiss.We were both panting."Sorry, I—" He tucked his chin, his cheeks going pink.

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