"I know.But…"
"You don't have to be afraid of your father anymore.I have a fucking house, Sutton."
He tilted his head, smiling."Ben Torres, are you asking me to move in with you and be your live-in fucktoy?"
"Or my boyfriend.Or a friend who sleeps in my guest bedroom because he needs somewhere safe.As long as you're okay."
Hope and fear warred across his features."I don't know what's going to happen when camp ends, but right now?I fucking need you, Ben."
"As you wish," I whispered, hoping he got the reference.Hooking my fingers in his waistband, I shoved his trunks down to mid-thigh, freeing his beautiful cock.It sprang up, flushed and leaking, begging to be touched.
So I touched him.
I spat in my palm and wrapped my fist around his hard cock, stroking firmly.Sutton threw his head back with a groan, rocking into my grip.I shifted forward, pressing my cock against his, wishing I had lube.
"Back pocket," he whispered, and I found a small tube there, getting us nice and slick before wrapping my hand around both of us.
"Oh fuck, Ben…" His hands flew to my shoulders again, clutching like a lifeline as he thrust into my hand, gliding against my cock.
"I'm going to play how I like."I stroked him in tandem with the thrusts of my own hips, grinding our cocks together.The friction was exquisite torture, ratcheting the tension in my balls with every slide of his silken skin against mine."If you're my fucktoy, I can do any damn thing I want to your body."
"Ben," he whimpered.
I crashed my mouth against his again, and he met my kisses with equal fervor, devouring my lips and tongue.Sutton was shaking apart in my arms, whimpers spilling from his kiss-swollen lips.I nipped at his jaw, at the sensitive spot below his ear."Tell me you're mine, Sutton.Tell me you belong to me."
"I'm yours," he whispered."And it scares the shit out of me."
Sutton's eyes rolled back in his head as he rutted against me, his cock pulsing in my grip.His fingers dug into my biceps, leaving marks that I knew would last far longer than this stolen moment.But I didn't care.All that mattered was claiming him, making him mine in every way possible.
"Say it again," I demanded, the pressure building inside me as I continued to fuck my hand and Sutton's cock."Tell me who you belong to.Tell me I'm your boyfriend."
"Y-you're my boyfriend," he gasped, his whole body shaking with pleasure."Ah fuck, Ben!"
With a shout, Sutton came all over my hand, his hot cum spilling out between our fingers.He continued to rut against my cock, panting and moaning as the aftershocks of his orgasm wracked his muscular frame.And as I watched him come undone, completely lost in the throes of passion, the truth of it finally hit me: I was falling for Sutton.
"Fuck, Ben," Sutton breathed, his green eyes dark and dilated as he watched me stroke his cum over my cock, jerking myself to a quick orgasm, releasing all over the firm muscles of his stomach.
"Look at you," I whispered, my voice rough."Covered in your boyfriend's cum.And your own."
Sutton grinned shyly as he rubbed the sticky mess into his skin, all traces of doubt vanishing from his eyes as my cum coated his skin.He stepped in close, leaning his forehead against my shoulder."I'm sorry my head is so messed up.But you're right.And if you want to say we're boyfriends, just between us.I'm okay with it."His cheeks turned pink as he ducked his chin."I like it."
I laughed and leaned in, kissing him again."Me too.And fuck, thinking about you walking out that door with my cum on your skin is doing things to me."
Sutton
Watchingeveryonebegintheprocess of packing up their belongings for the very last time started an anxious knot in my stomach that wouldn't go away.Campers hauled their duffel bags towards the pickup area while counselors cleaned up activity areas and prepared for the final end-of-session party.The air buzzed with an energy of transition and anticipation.
My stomach twisted into anxious knots as I contemplated what came next for me after leaving Eagle Ridge.Going back home to my parents filled me with dread.I couldn't bear the thought of resuming my stifling business classes or sitting through more of my father's bigoted sermons, constantly having to hide my true self.
But I could tolerate all of that.What I couldn't tolerate was saying goodbye to Ben.My heart ached at the prospect of not seeing his warm smile and feeling his arms around me every day.I didn't know how I would cope without him.He had become my rock, my safe harbor, over these past months together.
Lost in my spiraling worries, I almost didn't notice Matt approaching me from across the field.He jogged over, a determined look on his face.
"Hey, Sutton, you got a minute?"he asked."I need a favor."
"Um, sure, what's up?"I replied, trying to pull myself out of my brooding thoughts.
"I'm heading up to the main house to talk to my dad about some ideas for next summer.I was hoping you could come with me, provide a counselor's perspective.You're one of the most insightful, I think——you have a fresh view of things."