Page 58 of Divine

“You know I have. Just chill, all right? I wasn’t into her like that. You know I was only there for you.”

I felt and sounded like a simp trying to explain myself to her. Divine never broke eye contact with me as she stepped out of her jeans.

“Yet, you were entertainingher. I had to step in to keep her from pulling your dick out and sucking it right then and there.”

I sighed and shook my head. I knew that the alcohol was doing the talking right now. Divine had never come at me this way. She had me feeling like I had cheated on her. The girl was just flirting with me. Divine wasn’t even my girl. It seemed like both of us had forgotten that major detail. I had done nothing wrong. How could I when Divine and I weren’t together? I even turned the girl down. I didn’t have to do that. I was very single.

“Chill,” I told her.

“You never answered my question, Liam. You’re straight, aren’t you? It’s not an issue if you aren’t. I’m just curious at this point.”

“Don’t play like that,” I warned her.

I was considering putting something in that pretty mouth of hers to shut her up. It was becoming harder to compose myself. My feet had to be glued to the floor because no matter how loud my brain was yelling at me to go, I was still in the same spot.

“I’m just asking,” she said, pushing her hands under my shirt until her palms rested on my chest. “Fuck me, Liam.”

“Divine, stop it!” I barked, grabbing her wrists and removing her hands from under my shirt.

“Why?”

Her eyes misted with tears, immediately making me regret yelling at her. I couldn’t explain what I was feeling, but I knew if it weren’t for the multitude of shots she had taken, Divine would have never asked me to fuck her.

Spending the night with her in this state didn’t feel right. I knew that she was in her feelings thinking that I was shunning her for her friend. Nothing could be further from the truth. From the minute I set my eyes on her, no woman seemed to be enough. No one could measure up to Divine in my eyes. Her drunken rage was just alcohol-induced foolishness. I was certain she wouldn’t even remember this in the morning. Waking up naked next to me would ruin our dynamic. I would rather turn her down tonight than to lose her forever.

“Get some rest, Divine,” I said, hoping that my tone was softer this time. I didn’t do soft. I just needed her to listen to me.

She rolled her eyes and reached behind her back. As she pushed the straps of her bra down her shoulders I realized she had unclasped it. My eyes fell to her nipples, and I swallowed as her areolas, the same shade as her beautiful eyes, made my mouth water. There was no way I wanted her this bad.

Taking me by the hand, she turned her back to me. My own eyes seemed to water as I watched her plump ass bounce with every step she took toward her bedroom. The way her ass swallowed up the thong that disappeared between her cheeks made me shake my head. I stopped in my tracks, and she turned to face me.

“Stop!” I snatched my hand away, finally regaining my composure.

“Just come lay with me, Lee.” She pouted. “I promise I’ll behave.”

“I’m not doing that, Divine. You’ve been drinking, love. You’re not thinking straight,” I reminded her.

“It’s crazy how you say that instead of admitting that you just don’t want me. You’ve known me all this time, and you barely look my way. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me that I only attract fucking losers, but clearly, you’ve figured it all out.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you, Divine. You just pick the wrong guys.”

“So, does that include you? Are you wrong for me too?” she asked, taking my hand and sliding it down her stomach.

The softness of her silky skin felt good against my fingertips. I wasn’t strong enough to resist her as she guided my hand down into the front of her panties. I stared her down as my fingers met the baldness of her plump pussy. My jaw flexed as her slippery wetness saturated my fingers. She pushed her hips forward, grinding her swollen bud against my fingers. Pre-cum leaked from my dick as it became painfully hard in my briefs. This girl was my weakness, and she knew it.

We didn’t break eye contact as she held my hand in place, using the motion from her hips to create friction. I studied her gorgeous face as it contorted into something tragically beautiful. In my head, I was screaming, begging myself to stop her or run…whichever was easier. She removed one of her hands from mine and shoved the strings on her waist down over her ass. Biting down on her lip, she increased the pace of her movement against my fingers.

“Shit,” she hissed, lifting her eyes back to mine. When her mouth went slack, I almost lost it. “Spend the night with me, Liam.”

“Stop!” I shouted. Her eyes ballooned, and I turned on my heels, knowing that if I didn’t leave now, I was going to do something I might regret. “You’re drunk, ma. I need you to go in there and sleep this shit off.”

Before I could change my mind, I headed for the door.

“Well, just lay there and hold me, Lee. I promise I won’t push for anything else if you don’t want to.”

I stopped in my tracks but didn’t turn back to face her. “I can’t do that, Divine. Just go to bed. Tomorrow you probably won’t even remember this.”

“But I will. You already know how hard it is for me to try to find someone with my family threatening and scaring everyone away. Then when I do meet someone that I think is worth my time, it’s always just another jerk. I haven’t had sex in months. It’s so frustrating, but I understand that you don’t want that. We don’t have to do anything, OK? Just hold me tonight. We never have to speak on it again.”

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