I tipped her face up and kissed her. It felt like a claiming, a taking of what I wanted. Something exploded inside my head. I wasn't holding back anymore, thinking about all the reasons why this wouldn't work.
Her hands moved around my back and under my shirt. They were warm against, making my muscles tense in anticipation.
I pressed against her, and when she lifted her leg around my hip, I groaned, wishing there were less clothes between us. "I want you in my hot tub."
Her eyes widened, her breath came in short pants. "I didn't realize you had one."
"On the patio." We hadn't spent any time on the ground-floor patio.
"I'd love to see it."
I grabbed her hand, leading her through the house and down the stairs of the deck to the hot tub. I hadn't put in a pool yet, but I'd left room for one.
I turned on the jets and took off my shirt. I wore my board shorts, so I jumped in, and Elena followed suit. I almost wished we weren't wearing swimsuits because I wanted her to be naked. I prowled over to her, her gaze lifting to meet mine. My fingers lingered on the bow on her back. "Any objections to me removing this?"
Her eyes darkened with desire. "Not at all."
I tugged on the string that had been taunting me. The cups holding her breasts sagged, and she let the straps fall down her shoulders to float in the water. I dipped my head to suck on her nipple. Her fingers curled in the hair at the bottom of my neck.
She arched into my touch as I moved to her other nipple. I straightened to capture her mouth. I felt out of control tonight, as if someone had loosened my tether. I was free to do whatever felt good. And right now, being with her felt amazing.
I kissed her while my fingers drifted down her body. Her muscles spasmed in response, and her legs trembled against mine as I finally dipped below the elastic of her bottoms. I could easily untie those too, but there was something about this tiny scrap of material between us that drove me wild with need.
Elena cupped my dick through my shorts, and I bucked against her. She pushed the shorts down, and I kicked them off. My cock bobbed in the water between us. She pulled back, gripping it with her hands, then leaned down to lick the tip.
"I won't last long if you do that. Besides, I want to be inside you," I growled, barely holding onto my restraint.
"I want that too," she said breathlessly.
I lifted her so that I could easily slide into her. Then I paused. "Shit. I don't have a condom."
"Do you have one in the house?" Elena asked.
"My bedroom," I said, but I was reluctant to leave her. "Do you want me to get it?—"
Her nose scrunched. "I'm clean and I’m on birth control."
"I am too." But I wasn't sure she was ready for sharing that with me.
She wrapped her hands around my back, holding me close, her nipples pressed against my chest. "I want you too much to stop now. I trust you."
That was all it took for me to punch my hips forward, sliding inside her slick heat. My heart pounded as I forced myself to go slow.
"Let go," Elena murmured against my shoulder, her teeth nipping my skin. Then she soothed the bite with a soft kiss.
"Yes," I hissed as I eased out and slammed back into her.
The water made her buoyant. I pounded into her, my heart racing and my head racing. I wasn't sure what I was chasing, but I felt like I was in the race for my life.
She bit down hard on her lip right before her body spasmed around mine.
I let my head fall back as my orgasm washed over me.
We stilled, our bodies pulsing with the aftershocks.
"That was intense," I finally said when I pulled her off me, loving the way my dick stretched her pussy.
"I'll say."