Page 101 of Our Secrets and Scars

AndGod, does it make it hard to concentrate on what I’m supposed to be doing. With every brush of his tongue piercing across my clit, my lips freeze around his cock as the pleasure he’s giving me renders me completely useless.

He doesn’t seem to mind though. He thrusts up, pulsing his hips so that his dick slides back and forth between my lips. I have at least enough cognition to flick my tongue against the swollen tip of him every chance I get, but regrettably, that’s about all I’m good for.

If he wanted me to suck him better, he shouldn’t eat me so damn good.

“Holden,” I gasp, my hips grinding wildly against his tongue. “Holden, I’m gonna come.”

He builds me up and up and up, licking and sucking until I’m just one more flick of his tongue away from exploding. But he doesn’t let me. He stops completely until my orgasm ebbs out of reach.

“Wh-what?” I stutter, my legs shaking from being taken to the edge and left there.

He pushes me off of him gently before wrapping his hands around my waist and turning me to face him.

“If you’re going to come, you’re gonna do it on my cock.”

“Oh.”

“I want you on top,” he growls, pulling me onto his lap and propping himself up on his elbows to look at me with pure black eyes. “I wanna see you ride me like you did the first time. But this time, I won’t be shooting my load until you’re screaming. Understand?”

I nod mutely, steadying my hands on his chest as he positions his cock at my entrance. His hands find my waist, pulling me down onto him, and I watch with parted lips as his eyes roll back.

“Fuck,I’ll never get used to how good you feel.”

I know what he means. Every time I have him inside me, it’s like I’ve forgotten just how it feels to have him filling me so completely.

His arms circle me, pulling me against him, hugging me in an embrace so sweet it makes my heart melt.

“I love you,” he whispers, stroking his hands through my hair and looking deep into my eyes as he says it. “You have no fucking idea how much.”

“I think I do, because I feel just the same.”

He trails his hands down my body, loving me with worshipful caresses until they still over my stomach. His fingers splay across my abdomen as his eyes fall closed, and he sucks in a deep inhale.

“I can’t wait for the day I get to put a baby in you.” He says it so quietly, I’m not even sure he meant to say it out loud.

“What?” I whisper. “You want that?”

His eyes open, and I see the truth in them. “I want everything with you, little one.”

“Me too.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.” I nod and lean down to brush my lips over his.

He kisses me with reverence, his hands still brushing up and down my body, adoring me with every feather-light stroke. When he finally pulls back, his cheeks are flushed, and his eyes are somehow even darker than before.

“Now be a good girl and ride me until we both come.”

“Yes, sir.” I flash him a sinful grin and do just as he demands.

I surge up and fall back down again, then repeat over and over. His elbows give out, and he falls back on the bed, his eyelids at half-mast as he watches me ride him with my hands in my hair and my head tilted up to the sky.

It’s hardly any time at all until my orgasm is peaking again. And this time, instead of letting it escape me, Holden grabs my hips and thrusts into me furiously, making me scream out from the pleasure that assaults me. The orgasm wrecks me. It tears through me, lighting my entire body on fire until I swear I exist as nothing but blue, flickering flames.

Holden follows me right over the cliff, just like I knew he would. He grips me to him as he shudders and comes inside me with rasping breaths. The way he holds me like I’m the most treasured thing he’s ever owned makes my heart soar.

Because it’s true.

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