This was a new experience for Ryan, but it wasn't for me. However, it was the first time I really cared about the person I had up against the wall. Ryan guided me and I eased in. He threw his head back in a moan. "Did I hurt you?" Ryan shook his head, water flying everywhere. I blinked but I couldn't wipe the water out of my eyes. I snickered at Ryan's blissed out state that I had caused. "I'll take that as a no, then?"

"Yes! No! I mean yes take that as a no, just keep fucking me!"

I laughed and finished pushing all the way into his hot, tight hole. I pulled back then pushed in again, jacking up the pleasure with each thrust. This was the most intimate position I could fuck someone in. It was the perfect height to kiss while fucking. He was completely dependent on me.

His eyes were still closed, his head tilted back against the wall. "Kiss me. I'd grab your head but I can't." Ryan opened his eyes, grabbed my head and kissed me with ferocity. We kissed with water pouring down us from several directions, while I fucked him. He was sliding up and down the wall with each thrust. This was one hell of a workout. I would much rather do this every morning than go to the gym.

We couldn't kiss anymore because we were panting so much, groaning and moaning with every thrust. He hung onto my hair with both hands, staring into my eyes. I was so close to coming at any second. Ryan beat me to it, arching as much as he could, his cum shooting up between us. I felt it hot on my chest rubbing between us as I came deep in Ryan. I leaned on him, holding us both up. I could barely even hold myself up. We slowly slid down the wall, still connected. We lay on the shower floor, holding each other and just breathing and slowly coming off the amazing high. Ryan started laughing. "That was amazing. It's funny, though, how we slid down after."

If he said anything about me being an old man I'd have to spank him. That sounded like a good idea anyway. I smiled at him.

"I think we're going to have to take a shower again."

Ryan nodded. "Yes. I think that's my favorite sex position."

I smiled and snorted. "That wasn't quite what I meant. Your cum is all over both of us."

Ryan looked down and flushed with embarrassment. "Oh." He shrugged and sheepishly smiled at me. He was so damn cute. I leaned over and kissed him. I was too tired to do much else right now. I should probably take care of the condom before any of my cum leaked into Ryan. I reached down to squeeze the condom and pull out, but I couldn't feel it. Maybe it had gotten pulled back inside? I kept reaching around as I slowly pulled out. I had never lost a condom before. What the hell?

"What's wrong?"

"I think the condom is still inside you."

"Oh." The way Ryan said that had me warily look up at him.

"What do you mean, 'oh'?" Why did he look nervous and scared?

Ryan just stared at me.

"I don't think we used a condom." He looked back up at me fearfully. I thought back and realized he was right. I groaned and rolled onto my back with my eyes closed. That's just what I fucking needed, getting an omega pregnant. Not to mention, he was my damn employee. Holy shit. Meredith would have a fucking fit. I would have a fucking fit. I rubbed my eyes with my hands. Well, there's nothing to be done about it now.

"I just didn't think. I could probably get a Plan B pill from a-"

"No." I lowered my hands, looking at him. Then I rolled over and pulled him close to me. "No. You're not getting a Plan B." I didn't know why I was saying this. It was crazy. It could ruin my career if he got pregnant. I just couldn't help but feel that if we had produced a child in that absolutely crazy wonderful moment we just had, I didn't want to lose it. So help me God, I didn't. If he did get pregnant then I was going to be the best fucking dad I could be. I was excited, even a little giddy, at the thought of raising a child with Ryan. Fuck me, I could not believe how excited I was. What the fuck had happened to me?

I ran my thumb down Ryan's face. He was still staring at me, nervous and afraid. "If you managed to get pregnant right now, then it's a miracle. I never thought that I would ever have kids. If by some lucky chance I could have kids, I would want it to be with you. So no, I don't want you to use a Plan B." I knew I was out of line by telling him what to do like this. It was his decision, and I knew that, but I really hoped that he wouldn't get a Plan B.

Thankfully the fear had left his eyes and he smiled. Ryan wrapped his arms around me and pulled my head down for a kiss. We shared a tender, loving, slow kiss as we laid in each other's arms in the hot water spray, just enjoying being with each other. I felt contented in a way that I hadn't for such a long time. It's amazing that I would find that contentedness in the arms of a paralegal subordinate on my team at work.