But I’m not done. Not yet. I’ve given her my story.Mostof it. Now it’s time she hears the rest.
I grip her thighs and stand in one motion, her arms wrapping around my neck as I lift her. She gasps, and I carry her to the oversized outdoor couch. It’s deep and wide, built like a bed with black cushions and plush throw blankets.
I lay her down beneath me and crawl over her, shadows flickering across her skin.
“My story’s not finished,” I murmur, voice low against her lips.
“Tell me.”
I kiss her again, harder this time. My hand glides up her thigh but stays outside her skirt, just resting there as I pour everything into the press of my mouth.
I kiss down her neck, dragging heat along her collarbone with every brush of my lips. She arches into me, her fingers gripping my shirt, her breath hitching on a fragile, broken sound.
“The man who used to visit the orphanage, the one I liked?” I murmur between kisses. “He came back.”
Her breath catches.
“He looked the same. But I didn’t.”
I press a long kiss beneath her jaw, letting my mouth linger against her skin. She moans, her legs shifting restlessly under mine.
“I’d changed. I was angry. Bitter. I hated him for leaving and resented him for coming back like it was nothing.”
I trail kisses lower, over her chest, until I feel the beat of her heart against my mouth. Her hands tangle in my hair as I keep speaking.
“But he kept showing up.”
Another kiss, slow and reverent.
“He saw something in me I didn’t know was still there,” I whisper the words against her skin.
“Then one day…he invited me to his house. Just lunch, nothing more.”
“Ares,” she breathes, her voice unsteady.
I kiss my way back up her chest, her neck, her jaw, never letting up the rhythm of my mouth on her skin.
“We had soup,” I murmur. “But I couldn’t focus. Couldn’t even taste it.” My lips graze her collarbone. “You know what I kept staring at?”
“What?” Her voice is barely a breath.
I kiss her lips again, slow and deep.
“The photo behind him. A picture of him, his wife, and their daughter.”
I feel her still beneath me, the weight of my truth starting to settle.
“They were smiling,” I whisper. “They looked so happy. So fucking safe and loved.”
I press one more kiss over her heart.
“I still remember their names.”
Her eyes flick open, wide and filled with something fierce.
I hold her gaze and bring my mouth to her ear.
“His wife’s name is Gillian.”