Page 54 of Just Is Not Enough

“Babe, what are you doing?” Luke questions with a smile, knowing damn well what I am doing.

“You can’t relax on your own, so I’ll make it happen my way. Get in there.” I nudge him into the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind us.

“You’re going to get us in trouble. If G finds us in here she’ll never let us live it down.” Luke frames my face with his hands, kissing me between words.

“Stop pretending to object and close your mouth before someone hears us.” I push him against the wall and drop to my knees.

There’s no time for playing here, I have one goal in mind and it’s to get him to relax. I unfasten his jeans and release his dick, stroking his shaft to get him fully hard. His hand caresses the back of my head when I put him in my mouth. Staring up at him, his tender gaze is making my heart swell. This isn’t about getting off and he knows it. I’d do anything to ease his pain.

Working quickly, our eyes remain connected to one another’s the whole time. When I feel him getting closer, I fondle his balls hoping to give him one last push off the cliff. He grasps my hair and holds my face close to his groin. His cock pulses, emptying his cum down my throat while he bites his lower lip to silence himself.

I clean him up before rising off my knees, his head is against the wall. I kiss his chin and lean all my weight against him. The pressure in which he squeezes around me conveys this was exactly what he needed.

“Feel a little better?”

“Yeah, a lot. Thank you.” His lips find mine in a passion-filled embrace.

“I love you, Kaden.”

“I love you, and I would love to stay in here by ourselves all day, but people are going to start noticing we are gone soon. You ready to go back out there?”

He nods, fastening his jeans back up. Unfortunately, I open the door to see Luke’s father coming down the hallway towards us.

He stops in his tracks and watches us leave the bathroom together. Luke’s hands hold my hips from behind me as we attempt to walk past him.

“Is that what you do now? Leave family functions to do God knows what in a bathroom with him.”

Luke’s hands tighten on my hips from the disdain in his father’s voice when he said ‘him,' then they’re gone.

Fuck!

I swing around quickly grabbing Luke’s arm to pull him back towards me knowing this is not going to end well.

Chapter Twenty-Nine Part Two

Can Your Heart Break from Something It Never Had?

Luke

Kadenattemptstostopme but it’s pointless. I’m done biting my tongue for this man.

“Him? You have the balls to say anything to me about who I choose to love? This man has shown me more love in the few months hechoseto be in my life than you have in the 30 years since you and your wife brought me into this world. Do you not see who you are? What you’ve done to your sons? Jackson still begs for you to show him an ounce of attention, love , affection,anything! But you treat him like a stranger. No, fuck that, you treat strangers better than you treat your own sons. Now you want to act holier than thou because I found someone to show me more love than you ever could, but he’s a man so that’s a problem for you. Nothing I do will ever be good enough for you, will it? Unless I live by your rules, right? How about this, stay the fuck out of my life. I’ve never felt love from you before and I sure as fuck don’t need it now. Do you see that group of people out there? Those friends of ours are more of a family to me than you and your wife have ever been. So, let’s stop pretending to be a family because I don’t fucking need either of you.” Face-to-face I stare down my father waiting for his retort while I catch my breath.

His wide-eyed stare doesn’t change. After a few seconds, I decide I don’t need to hear anything he ever has to say again. I turn around and take Kaden’s hand to continue our path. I only make it a couple feet before seeing we attracted a crowd at the back door, my mother included.

She stands there with tears in her eyes and her hand over her mouth. It doesn’t affect me as I thought it would when I imagined this moment in the past and I’m not sorry for it.

“You should have done better,” I say to her as I look over her shoulder to Brenda and G adding, “I’m sorry we ruined the party. I’ll call you later.” They’re in the same state as my mother, which hurts my heart more than any of this does right now.

I lead Kaden the opposite way to the front door without looking back. My adrenaline is pumping too hard right now. “Can you drive, please?” I ask Kaden, handing him my rattling keys.

“Of course.” He holds my hands still for a moment. I nod to let him know I’m okay.

The drive back to my apartment is silent. Kaden doesn’t ask me questions that are unnecessary right now and its appreciated. My mind is spinning so fast its giving me a headache. I rest my head on the window and close my eyes hoping it doesn’t get any worse.

Kaden gets us home in no time, being gentle when he helps me out and up into my apartment. I head straight to the bedroom, kicking off my shoes and getting under the covers. Fred is next to me in seconds like his emotional radar honed in on me. I wrap an arm around him and pull him in close. I feel the bed sink behind me, then Kaden’s body pressed up against mine.

I’ve never fallen asleep so fast in my life.

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