Instead, I go to the bathroom and take a bath. But even the warm water can't soothe the sadness I feel.

After I dry off, I slip into sexy silk nightie. I know it's crazy, but it makes me feel beautiful, something I've only felt that night with Daylen, Raiden and Kepler.

Sleep evades me as I toss and turn thinking about what's beyond that door. Finally, at two o'clock in the morning, I've given up hope of sleeping.

Quietly I pad over to the connecting door and unlock my side with an audible click. Lying back on my bed, I hold my breath waiting to see if fate will decide for me.

Less than a minute later I hear the click of the adjoining door. My door opens seconds later to find their three hungry gazes looking at me in the soft glow of the bedside lamp.

"You know if we do this there's no turning back. You'd better be damn sure this is what you want. The next time we're in front of the team, we're going to make damn sure they know you're ours and so will the rest of the world." Daylen stalks into the room like I'm his prey.

I hesitate, thinking about what this means. After tonight I feel like I've proven myself. Besides, it doesn't matter what other people think as long as we're happy—just like Teagan said. I want this and I want them.

"Yes, I'm sure." I throw the covers back and slip out of the nightie, leaving me naked to their view. Seconds later they're just as naked as I am crawling onto the bed lips and hands all over my body just like I remembered.

How did I ever think I could give this up?

"We weren't planning this, so we don't have any condoms." For some reason Daylen admitting that they don't carry boxes of condoms with them makes my silly heart flutter. "We're going to be taking you raw tonight."

My pussy clenches at the dirty word as my clit pulses more than ready to be taken bare. "I have the arm implant for birth control, so I won't get pregnant and I'm disease free according to the team doctor."

The audible growls that fill the air should alarm me, but it doesn't. These are the three men I'm meant to be with—fate made that decision when we were too pigheaded to make it on our own.

"We might need a little something here." Kepler slips a spit coated finger between my ass cheeks, rimming my tightest hole.

"I-I have some lube in the drawer of the nightstand." I moan as he pumps his finger in and out of me.

"Naughty girl, were you going to play with yourself with only a thin wall between us. Do you know how fucking crazy I would have been if I would have heard you moaning through the wall, thinking some lucky bastard was making you come? I would have broken down the door and killed the motherfucker who dared to touch what's ours." The heat in Daylen's eyes is almost too much to bear. "Tell us you're ours."

I don't hesitate this time, "I'm yours, all of yours." I moan as Raiden retrieves the lube from the drawer and squirts some between my ass cheeks as Kepler spreads them apart. Kepler then works a second finger into my asshole pumping in and out in a scissoring motion. "I'm going to come." I add as Kepler pushes his fingers deeper.

"Raiden, take care of her pussy." Daylen runs his fingers along the side of my face, down my neck to my throat, "I'm going to punish your sexy little mouth with my cock as Kepler takes your ass and Raiden takes your pussy."

All I can do is nod as I feel the combination of Raiden's fingers gliding across my pussy to my clit, strumming it like a pro and Kepler's magical fingers preparing my ass. The combination sends me over the edge, and I come with a sigh.

"Good girl." Daylen praises. "Now open up."

I open my mouth wide and take him deep in my throat, his hand fisted at the nap of my neck using my hair to guide me off and on his cock at his pace.

Raiden lifts my hips and places me on his cock, my body stretching to accommodate his size as Kepler slides his fingers out of me and replaces them with his cock, gently pushing forward until he's deep inside me.

The feeling of being stretched to my limits by all three of them again is a feeling I never thought to experience again. As the four of us shout our release at the same time, all I can think is, I'm finally home.

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Epilogue

Ten Years Later - Lenni

Beingagoaliecantake a toll on your body, but I still managed to play in the pros for over eight years. I even took a page out of Teagan's playbook and hired a surrogate to carry our four babies. These last two I'm carrying on my own now that I'm retired from hockey.

A kick from inside my belly makes me smile. I'm glad I didn't miss out on this side of motherhood. I rub my nine-month pregnant stomach with a smile.

"Are the boys already causing problems?" Kepler sits at the end of the couch, lifting my legs and placing them on his lap as he massages my feet.

"No, more than the rest of the men in my life." I joke, when in reality I wouldn't have it any other way—three husbands, four boys, and two more boys on the way. I'm more than out numbered, which is truly my life story.

"Very funny." Daylen kisses my lips before lifting me and setting me on his lap. "You're a boy mom and you know it." He's right, I am more of a boy mom than a girl mom. But it would be nice to have another girl around the house.