Or straight.
But his lips are soft, warm, andperfect.And it’s not until he whimpers, fuckingwhimpersagainst my mouth, that I realize I haven’t moved yet.
My hands reach up, cupping his head, tugging his black hair a little. My entire body ignites when he presses closer to me, wrapping an arm around my waist as if he can’t get me close enough. I open my mouth and Tobias wastes no time moving his tongue along mine. My toes curl the moment he fully takes over the kiss. I thank the heavens above when he drops his hands down to my ass and squeezes. Grunting whenhe bites down on my bottom lip hard enough it splits open, only instead of being turned off from the taste of my blood, Tobias moans, sucking my lips into his mouth.
I’m barely aware of him moving me back until my back literally drops onto the bed, and Tobias lies over me. Never breaking the kiss, his hands grip my hair, andholy fuck shit.Grinding his crotch against my own, my cock that has already hardened and perked up from the kiss is now solid stone. Demanding attention. My arms wrap around his shoulder, gripping onto him like he’s going to disappear.
I know the reality that once this is over, he’s going to realize he’s not gay. That kissing a boy isn't the same as kissing a girl. He’s going to realize that I’m not what he wants, but I can’t seem to care. Not when Tobias’ hand is suddenly popping the button on my jeans and lowering the fly.
“Tobias,” I say, ripping my mouth from his. He taps my hip, and unable to deny him, I lift. Tobias rips my pants and underwear down to my ankles. “I, Tobias?” I furrow my brows. Tobias doesn’t say anything. He’s frozen as he stares at my cock laying against my stomach. I open my mouth to once again try and get his attention when he buries his face into my crotch, breathing me in.
I gasp, feeling weird that he just literally smelled my dick. He looks up, eyes finding mine when he places a gentle kiss against my crown.
“Fuck.” I drop my head, thrusting my hips up. I can’t help it, everything he’s doing feels so good. I don’t even know if I believe that this is his first time. Not when he kisses my crown once more and then sucks me down. Not missing a beat, he hollows his cheeks andsucks.
The thoughts of making him stop, to make sure this is what he wants, are lost the moment he shoves my clothes off my ankle and his hands are gripping and grabbing my balls. I’m barely aware I’m thrusting into his mouth until he gags and pulls off.
“Tobias, maybe we sho—AH.” Sucking my balls into his mouth, my eyes lock onto his. His mouth full, hand flicks my precum as he slowly jacks me off. He bites down slightly against my balls. A tinge of pain shoots through my body, but I don’t care. The way he’s staring at me, his hand moving faster and faster, I know I’m about to come. World record, fastest blowjob.
“Come,” he says, popping off before sucking my crown. He doesn’t move his mouth, sucking my tip as his hand works faster on my length. “Gabriel….” He warns, breathing against me. “I said… come rightfucking now,” he growls, and with the heat in his eyes I can’t hold back. Not even if I wanted to. Tobias hollows his cheeks once more, his lips wrapped around my crown, and I yell out. My orgasm takes me over and I’m shooting down his throat, his tongue giving me no mercy when he licks my slit, drinking down my cum.
I don’t know how long we stay like this. Tobias stays with his mouth pressed against me, only his hands are on my thighs, rubbing against the scars that lay there. I lose my breath, hoping he doesn’t notice them. Most of my partners haven’t and those who had only ran away disgusted when I told them why. After the first couple, I stopped telling them and refused to acknowledge the hurt in their eyes when I wouldn’t fill them in on the truth.
“Tell me,” Tobias demands, breaking me from my thoughts. I shake my head, willing the tears that are already threatening to break through, to just go away.
Sitting back Tobias nods, jumping off the bed. I try to hide the hurt when he doesn’t even glance my way before slamming the door shut. The tears break through and I’m screaming into the pillow. Hating myself for letting him kiss me, for letting him blow me. And most of all, feeling something towards the man that isn’t available.
15
Tobias
Icould still taste him on my tongue and down my throat. I hadn’t expected to enjoy kissing another man or sucking their dick. But the noises from Gabriel only encouraged me to go on, and when he started thrusting into my mouth, letting himself go, I only wanted him to come more than I wanted this cigarette I’m currently sucking down. Only instead of making me feel calm, I’m getting nauseous remembering the scars on Gabriel’s thigh.
Fuck.
Flicking my half-smoked cigarette, I throw my head back. I know what those scars are, I just don’t know who or why. Yanking my phone out, I pull Emilia's contact up.
“Oh, my favorite cousin,” she answers on the first ring.
“I need a favor.”
“I get no hello, no how are you, nothing?” she hisses. Emilia, not to her fault, is a lot like her mother, Aziza. Sassy, takes no shit from anyone, including my father. Apparently, before Emilia was even born, she stole a few million from one of his offshore accounts and gave it away. All because he was annoying her.
“Hello, Emilia, how are you?” I ask, leaning my head against the side of the house.
“I am doing wonderful, thanks for asking. Blake and I have been trying to convince our parents for a family vacation. Wouldn’t that be fun?”
“No.”
“Okay, party pooper, I see something else is on your mind. What’s this favor you need?” Emilia huffs.
“News on Gabriel Hollow.”
What I expect is for Emilia to start a whole speech on what she found. Both her parents are computer geniuses, and as they say, the apple doesn’t fall from the tree.
“I don’t have anything.” Emilia's words shock me; I’m stunned. What does she mean she doesn’t have anything? Emilia is one of the best hackers, following in her parents’ footsteps. So, what does she mean she can’t find anything?
“Emilia…” I start, the words lost. “What... I’m confused.”