Page 46 of Instinct & New Identity

“Baby, half the fun of sex is feeling each other out and finding what the other person likes.Theeasiest way to find out what someone likes is by exploring.Trustme,I’mgoing to enjoy every minute of finding out what you like.Whatfeels good for you?Thatis not a burden.AndI’llsay again.KnowingI’mthe only one…Fuck, baby—that is such a turn-on.”

I breathed a small sigh of relief.Vincewas hovered over me,propped up on one hand, staring intently at me.Heleaned closer, stroking my cheek with his other hand but the intensity of his eyes never faltered.

“You mean something to me,Cat.Ithink even years ago when we were simply writing each other letters, you meant something to me.Wejust didn’t know it yet,” he continued. “I’mglad you told me soIcan make this more enjoyable for you.Knowingyou didn’t give that to any other guy, but you’re willing to give it to me makes me feel unbelievably honored.”

He kissed me softly then added his tongue, and the kiss heated up quickly.Iwrapped my arms around him, and he deepened the kiss.

“You sure you want to do this?” he prompted me.

I knew ifItold him no, he would stop, and that made me feel even stronger about my decision to give this toVince.Evenback in high school, whenIdated guys then, nobody appealed to me enough to want to give myself to them fully likeIwanted to withVince.

“Absolutely,”Isaid and smiled up at him.

“I’ll go slow, work you up to it, but you tell me if something doesn’t feel good and we stop, okay?” he demanded, andIjust nodded, which clearly wasn’t good enough. “Needthe words, babe.Inorder for this to work, you gotta tell me what feels good and what doesn’t.”

“Okay,V,”Ibarely whispered, and he smiled back.

He stroked up and down my arms with his strong hands as his gaze scanned my entire body.Helooked at me like he’d just opened a present and he couldn’t wait to play with it.Iloved thatImade him feel that way.

He leaned back, put the condom on, and told me to slide back farther onto the bed.Thenhis body was coming down on top of me.

“Wrap your legs around my lower back, sweetheart,” he directed, andIcomplied.

He leaned down and kissed me as his left forearm supported him beside my head, and he ran his right hand up and down my body with soft touches.Ifelt him close in on the space between my legs, and both nervousness and excitement took hold of me.Hebroke the kiss, and my gaze drifted to where we were about to connect.Ifinally got a good look at him, and he seemed big.Reallybig.Granted,Ididn’t have any real-life experience, butIdid know that my fingers and vibrator were much smaller than what was right in front of me.

“Look at me,Kit-Cat,” he instructed softly to me.

I heard him, butIjust swallowed loudly in response.

“We’ll take it slow, babe.Buttrust me, it will fit.”Heseemed to have the confidence thatIdid not.Itrusted him, though, soIlooked up at him.

He started moving, his dick rubbing against my entrance, spreading my wetness all over, andIwanted more.Itfelt good, but my body craved extra.

Then, he paused and started sliding inside me, slowly.Ifelt everything stretch to the extreme.Igasped at the uncomfortable pressure.Hishand moved down to stroke my clit, and instantly any uncomfortableness was overtaken by pleasure racing through my body.

He kept pushing in, andIhad never felt so full, but this was a good full.Iwas breathing heavier, but my eyes were still on him.Hiswhole body stopped, butIwanted him to keep moving.

“God, you’re so tight,” he said, and his voice was strained.Hebreathed heavily too, but looked down at me with concern. “Youdoing okay?”

This man.Hewas everythingInever knewIneeded.

“Yes, keep going,”Ipleaded with him because his remaining still was not working for me.Ineeded him to move.

“Need a minute, babe, so this doesn’t end too soon.”

I scanned his chest to look over his gorgeous body in front of me.Iran my hands softly over his arms, shoulders, and chest, and thenIsaw it.Thecat tattoo.Theone he got becauseItold him it would protect him.Iplaced my hand over it with just a finger’s touch and looked up at his eyes.He’dmarked his body without even knowing me, just becauseItold him my silly drawing would protect him.Thisman meant everything to me, and he didn’t even know it.

“Vince…”Myvoice sounded hoarse.

“I know, baby,” he responded, andIknew he got whatIwas feeling.Theintensity.Themeaning.Evenfor someone with as little experience as me, this wasn’t just sex.Itwas deeper, and we both knew it.

He moved his hand to my sensitive spot and caressed it, rubbing it in circles.Myhead rolled back, andImoaned as he stroked me with a little more pressure.Ifelt myself on the brink of another orgasm as he pushed his cock even deeper inside me.

“Come for me,Kit-Cat.Giveit to me,” he commanded in my ear, andIlost it.

I came.Hard.Thisone was longer and coursed through my whole body, filling me with a euphoric sensationIwould never forget.Inmy periphery,IsawVincelean down over me and heard him groan my name.Iloved hearing him say my name like that.Hislong, deep thrusts were now short, quick spasms.Thenhe collapsed on top of me.Hisfull weight pinned me down, and despite him being heavy,Iloved the feel of his body over mine.

Who would have thought all those years ago, whenIfirst wrote to him that my pen pal would end up being my first?Itwas a long wait, but it was worth it.

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