"Zephiran—"
"No."
It’s not a word.
It’s a fucking declaration.
A vow.
He is not letting me go even if it destroys him.
Even if it means doing something neither of us will come back from.
I exhale slowly.
I have nothing left.
No way to tell him what he means to me.
So I do the only thing I can.
I kiss him.
One last time.
One last breath.
One last moment before the dark takes me.
I feel it.
The pull.
The cold.
The end.
And as I fade and the world tilts and blurs?—
As my body stops?—
I hear him scream my name.
Then there is nothing.
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ZEPHIRAN
She is gone and I do not accept it.
The world is silent, the battle forgotten, the blood beneath my knees no longer hers but mine.
I am breaking as I have already lost so fucking much.
Her body in my arms is still warm. There’s a tiny, miniscule warmth radiating from her chest.
That’s what shatters me most.