Sin pinches my nipple with one hand and grabs my face with the other and slams his lips to mine in a hungry kiss. His tongue tangles with mine and it’s as if we’re one. I don’t know where his ends and mine begins, but it's pure bliss.
He pulls back and stares at me. “I’m sorry, baby girl. I can’t hold back anymore. You feel too fucking good.”
I dig my nails into his shoulders and he grabs my ass, holding me tight against him as he spasms inside me, filling me so completely. Sin lifts me out of the swing and cradles me in his arms. “You did so well, baby. I’m proud of you.”
I’ve been alone for so long that I’m overwhelmed by having someone to take care of me, and it takes me by surprise. I try to stop the tears, but I fail miserably.
“It’s normal,” he says before kissing me softly, “Do you want a bath or do you need sleep? Tell me what you need, baby girl.”
I swipe at the tears on my face. “I think I need sleep.”
He walks us out of the sex room and down the hall to his bedroom and takes me into the bathroom. “You need to use the restroom first. I don’t want you getting an infection.”
I can’t help the laughter that bubbles out of me. “You are taking this very seriously.”
He nods as he turns away from me at the door. “I will always take your well being seriously, Kierra. That will never change.”
I finishin the bathroom and walk back into the bedroom and spot Sin laying in bed; the sheets pulled down to his abdomen, his muscular chest on display. A delicious smirk forms on his lips. “Are you going to stand there staring at me all night or are you going to get over here where you belong?”
Walking over to the bed, I climb in beside him and he immediately pulls me into his arms. “Much better.”
“Daddy?”
“Yes, baby,” he hums, sounding as tired as I am.
“Am I a bad submissive?”
He tightens his arms around my back and kisses me on the top of my head. “Do you think you’re a bad submissive?”
“Yes,” I admit, as much as I’d like to deny it. I want to be everything he needs and I can’t help wondering what happens if I can’t be.
He sighs audibly, “Baby girl, there are many women far more submissive than you are, but you’re still learning. What one Dom looks for in a sub may differ from another. And for me, you’re fucking perfect.”
I stroke my fingers absentmindedly over his chest as I think out loud, “I want to be enough for you. I’m so disobedient, and what happens when the new wears off and you realize what you’re missing?”
In one swift movement, he turns me over and narrows his gaze at me. “You are fucking enough. Do you know how boring it’d be if you were obedient one hundred percent of the time? Do I expect you to listen when I give you directions? Yes. Especially when it’s for your safety. I’ll deal with your disobedience as long as you aren’t at risk.”
I can’t help the grin that overtakes my face. “So I can be a brat then?”
He groans as he fists my hair in a tight grip. “You can try, baby. I said I’d deal with it, not tolerate it. There’s a vast difference.”
Sin pulls my face to his and kisses me like he didn’t already do it a hundred times tonight. Like everything, he controls my every movement, tilting my head, finding the position he wants and licks at my tongue with so much passion it’s dizzying.
He pulls back with a groan, “You better go to sleep before I fuck you again, because I can’t get enough of you.”
I yawn and he chuckles as he turns us over so I’m on top of his chest again. “Sleep, beautiful.”
For once, I don’t argue because I’m exhausted. With the scent of Sin enveloping me, and his warm skin pressed to mine, I fall into a peaceful sleep.
CHAPTER 30
SIN
Ilay in bed with my arm holding Kierra close to me as she sleeps and my phone in my free hand, looking at the different options for collars that my jeweler sent me designs for. I’ve never collared a woman. In fact, I’ve never even considered it. The need to mark her as mine in every way is visceral. Hell, I’ll even marry her if that’s what she wants. Kierra is my end game. There is no future I can envision without her in it.
An alert comes in for a text message from Bones, so I open it, knowing it’ll have to do with my girl.
Bones:They are getting annoyed with trying to find her. According to a reliable source, they are offering a million dollars for her to be captured alive.