Page 61 of Kissing Danger

I bit him again, on the right side this time for the sake of symmetry. “You should know by now, I like the thrill of living on the edge.”

Having reached my destination, there was no more time to delay. “Squeezing out a generous amount of lube, I pressed one finger inside him.

I’d literally fucked this man before. Yet, somehow, gently fingering him open was a million times more intimate than sex. Every moan and every twitch were on full display. It made finding his sweet spots even easier. All I had to do was listen for the hitch in his breath and I knew I’d hit my target.

By the time I had three fingers inside him, he was growling low under his breath and practically tearing at the pillow beneath him.

“Are you just going to toy with me all day, or are you going to get on with it?”

Leaning forward so I stretched over his back, I pressed a kiss just behind his ear. “Patience. Let me have my fun.”

Although I said that, I was eager to continue as well. My throat had gone dry, and my belly trembled in anticipation.

Kneeling behind him, I gripped his hips, lined myself up, and slowly pressed inside.

Even with my preparation, he was tighter than he’d been before. I wasn’t sure if it was the different angle, or if he was nervous from being in such a submissive position, but his inner walls gripped me like a vice.

I gasped and my hands shook on his hips, but I didn’t stop. As soon as I was as deep as I could go inside him, I paused to regain some control over myself. I could already tell I wasn’t going to last long.

Thankfully, I managed not to embarrass myself by coming the moment I started moving. I slammed my hips against him, harder than I originally intended. Based on the sounds he was making, he didn’t mind.

I managed to last about a minute with him squeezing so tightly around me. Once I’d started, I couldn’t stop, and I chased my own pleasure like I was running full speed off the edge of a cliff.

Wrapping my arms around him, I pressed myself flush to his back and buried my face against his neck when I came. Every muscle in my body locked into place as white-hot ecstasy crashed through me in waves. The orgasm was short, but intense, and left me gasping for air when it faded.

Throughout it all, Nathan didn’t move. It was clear he hadn’t found his own end, but he remained relaxed and submitted to me, letting me take as much as I wanted from him.

“Thanks,” I whispered against his ear when I found my voice again. “That was great.”

I pulled out and moved to the side, so I was lying next to him.

His hand automatically landed on my hip, keeping me close as he rolled over to face me. “I wouldn’t do that for anyone else, you know. The few times I’ve let someone top me, I’ve never given up control like that.”

“I know.” I pressed a quick, sweet kiss to his lips. “That’s why... I think I can finally do this.”

I didn’t bother to say more, and let my actions speak for themselves. Laying flat on my back with my hands up by my shoulders, I raised my knees and let my legs fall open in an obvious suggestion.

“Really?” He sounded eager, but he was still gentle as he slowly positioned himself between my legs. “You’re certain you’re ready?”

Biting my lip to keep any nervous words at bay, I nodded. “Yes. I’ve trusted you with literally everything else. My life. My health. My career. My friends. There’s no reason I can’t trust you with this as well.”

As his weight settled against me, I trembled. I tried to tell myself that it was from anticipation, but I was lying. Anticipation certainly existed, I was definitely eager, but my gut also twisted in an unpleasant way. Previous experiences with past lovers flashed behind my eyes, and I kept my gaze locked on Nathan.

I knew this man. I trusted him. So long as I kept reminding myself who was currently pushing my knees even farther apart, I would be fine.

When his slicked fingers probed at my ass, I buried both my hands under the pillow behind my head to keep them still. I even clenched my toes in the sheets to make sure I didn’t accidentally kick him.

This was fine.

We’d done this before.

The feel of his fingers sliding inside me was familiar, and it took little effort for me to relax and enjoy his attention.

However, the preparation process only lasted so long, even with Nathan taking his time. Soon enough, my body was ready for him, and I could feel the hot press of his cock against my ass.

“Ready?” Nathan asked me. He was visibly trembling with the effort of holding back.

It should have been intimidating, knowing how dangerous Nathan could be and how close he was to snapping. Yet, I was also completely certain that he wouldn’t move forward until I gave the okay. If I told him “No” right now he would stop without a word of complaint.