I only laughed harder, proving that I really lacked basic self-preservation.
“I just... I realized I’m stupid for being nervous.”
“Hmmm.” Nathan gave me a considering eye, like he’d expected me to say something else. “Not stupid. In fact, I’m surprisedyou’re not more nervous. Most people would be terrified in your position.”
“Well, I’ve always been a bit odd. Just ask anyone who’s ever met me.”
With a decisive nod, Nathan stood from the bed. “That is true.”
“Hey!” I tried to follow him, but forgot my hands were still cuffed and ended up flopping uncomfortably to the side. “You didn’t have to agree so quickly.”
Despite my awkward position, I still took the time to admire his backside as he retrieved a basket off the nearby table.
After looking through the container for a moment, Nathan selected something and brought it back to the bed.
“I’m glad you’re odd. We wouldn’t work if you weren’t.”
He helped me into a more comfortable position, and it was then I noticed what he’d retrieved.
Surprised, I looked back at the basket. “Why is there a bunch of lube and stuff waiting for us here.”
Nathan’s grin could have given the Cheshire cat a run for its money. “The valet at the front desk will get you anything if you tip well enough.”
I hadn’t paid attention to what Nathan was doing when we were checking in at the front desk. I’d been too horny to care. So long as we got a room, anything would have been fine.
Apparently, Nathan had been thinking ahead.
After checking in, we’d come right up to the room. The poor valet must have booked it as fast as possible to deliver the supplybasket before we got there. Plus, the fact that the hotel even had these kinds of supplies on hand meant that it wasn’t the first time they’d catered to such a request. It seemed coming here hadn’t been as random of a choice as I thought. The staff knew what they were doing.
The thought that Nathan may have brought other lovers here before pricked at my brain. It would explain how he knew that the staff would be able to meet such a request. I didn’t want to be jealous, but the little green-eyed monster had bitten me and wouldn’t let go.
When Nathan kneeled over me again, I wrapped both legs around his waist to pull him closer.
“So, you’re finally going to have your way with me?”
Nathan studied me for a moment, his gaze intense as he searched my eyes for something. I didn’t know what he was looking for, but whatever he found apparently helped him make a decision. He pulled my legs from around his hips and laid them flat on the bed.
“Yes, but not like that.”
Then, to my surprise, he shifted his position so he was straddling me.
My eyes felt like they were about to fall out of my head.
“Wait. What? Hold on. Are you really—” My question cut off when he leaned forward and kissed me.
The kiss didn’t last long but was enough to completely steal my voice. It was as though Nathan had swallowed every word I even thought to say, because I couldn’t make more than a fewunintelligible sounds as he sat up straight and stared down at me.
The lid of the lube bottle made a surprisingly loud pop when he opened it. “I’m not used to doing things this way, so you’ll have to bear with me. I don’t think I can completely submit to you, so the handcuffs will have to stay in place. But I promise it’ll be good anyway.”
He couldn’t be about to do what it seemed like.
It was impossible.
Yet, the impossible played out in front of my eyes as Nathan coated two of his fingers in lube, then shifted to reach around and slipped those fingers inside himself.
I couldn’t have blinked even if I tried. My cock twitched and something deep in my gut twisted pleasantly as I watched Nathan preparing himself for me.
Sure, I’d had partners in the past offer to let me fuck them, but usually, I had to seek those people out specifically for such a thing. Just a convenient, lukewarm release when I was really desperate. Never from the kind of men I actually found attractive.