Sittingin a bar a few blocks from my home is not the solution to my problems. I hoped it would be, but any answers to the fucked up predicament I’m facing won’t be found in this glass of scotch.
This is my second since I sat down. I downed the first in one gulp to relieve the excruciating frustration I’ve felt since Hildy showed up at Turquoise Crown and interrupted what I am certain would have been the best kiss of my life.
It’s not lost on me that she also saved me from what would have been a major mistake in my career. Falling for a woman that a client wants is stepping over a boundary I swore I’d never do.
I’ve never had a problem avoiding the temptation because I’ve never met a woman who has captivated me the way Opal has.
If I pursue her, I have to drop Percy as a client and tell him that he doesn’t stand a chance with her. The issue is that I don’t know if I stand a chance with her either.
I want a chance, though, but what exactly do I want a chance at?
To kiss her?
To fuck her?
To build a relationship with her?
Since I’ve never felt the urge to be in a romantic relationship with any woman, it’s easy to strike the last option off my list.
My phone chimes in my pocket. It’s been doing that non-stop all night. I ignored it when I was with Opal, glanced at it briefly on the subway ride to this bar, and since I ordered my first drink, I’ve kept it out of sight.
Another text notification immediately follows the last one, so I pull the phone out to find a message from Percy.
“Fuck,” I mutter under my breath.
The last thing I want is to deal with him tonight.
I read the most recent text message he just sent, and two others from him that arrived since I left Turquoise Crown.
The first two are awkward attempts to start a conversation. One asks how I am, and the other comments on the almost ideal weather New Yorkers enjoyed today.
The third is the one I need to respond to.
Percy: I want an update on Opal. I’m ready to make my move.
“Go to hell,” I whisper, staring at my phone’s screen.
“I haven’t even sat down yet,” a very familiar voice says from next to me. “I thought you said you’d always be happy to see me, regardless of the place or time.”
“Scout.” I stand to take my sister in my arms as soon as I realize it’s her. “I am always happy to see you.”
After a brief embrace, she pushes both hands against my chest to gain enough distance to look up to study my face. “So, you weren’t telling me to go to hell?”
I laugh at the mere thought of that. “Fuck, no.”
Her gaze darts back over her shoulder to a table where two other women are sitting. Both are around her age, although I’m no expert on picking twenty-four-year-olds out in a crowd.
“Are those your friends?” I question.
“Why?” She eyes me suspiciously. “Don’t make a move on either, William. I work with them, and I don’t want you messing that up for me by breaking one of their hearts.”
I take that all in. “There’s zero chance of that happening. I’m not going to make a move on anyone tonight.”
She laughs as though I’m joking.
Not feeling the need to explain myself further, I dive into her life. “How’s the new job going? Is the promotion working out?”
Scout recently returned to Manhattan after spending just over a year in London working for an auction house there. Once a position opened up on this side of the Atlantic, she threw her name in the ring and was offered the job almost immediately. It came with more responsibility, a bigger salary, and, most importantly, a chance to move back home.