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He whipped away then, taking his hand off of me, which made me instantly regret my words. I had to squeeze my thighs together to stop myself from finishing off what he had started.

“What are you…?” I started to ask, but words deserted me as I saw what he had pulled away to do.

He was peeling off his clothing, bit by bit. Damn, he was gorgeous. He was pure muscle, and I just wanted to touch him all over.

Especially as he dropped his pants and I got a glimpse of his thick thighs. His body turned me on, set me alight.

I pushed myself into a sitting position and yanked my dress up over my head. It was totally worth it when he groaned in agony at the sheer sight of me.

“Oh god, I want you so bad.” He joined me again in a heartbeat. “Say that I can have you, Lila.”

I wasn’t sure how much of me he wanted, what he truly meant by that statement, but I nodded mutely, knowing that I would give absolutely anything of myself over to him.

I could feel that rock hard erection of his teasing my entrance, and I was so eager to have him fill me. My core pulsed and pounded with need.

He kept his eyes on me the entire time as he slowly edged his way in, moving slowly and carefully. It pinched a bit, but it was a pain combined with such pleasure that I just wanted more, so I lifted my hips off the bed to meet him faster, to take more of him.

His cock scraped my walls, hitting incredible-feeling spots that I didn’t even know existed. I grew dizzier by the second, losing myself to him.

“You’re beautiful,” he murmured, his soft breath tickling my neck. “You have no idea how stunning.”

I loved the way that he was treating me, but there was a need inside of me, a part of me that wanted more. I wrapped my legs tightly around his back and I drove him deep into me.

Colt let me control the thrusts and it wasn’t long before I was plunging against him hard and fast, the pressure inside of me building.

The pleasure was swelling, growing, consuming me, and as Colt pulled me under the waters of ecstasy with him, I didn’t want to be anywhere else in the world.

He was pushing me; I was on the knife’s edge of pleasure, about to fall at any given moment. Just for now, I wanted to cling to this moment before the glorious anticipation…

But with Colt, I had no hope. I couldn’t hold on to it forever. So, when I fell, I fell hard. The orgasm literally took my breath away.

I knew in that moment everything had changed.

Because I knew with full certainty that I wanted Colt.

But not just him…

Was it wrong that I felt more alive with all of them? More… complete? Or was this just some confusion I was feeling because of everything that had happened with my ex?

The betrayal, the flight back home, the vulnerability I had been hiding. Hadn’t they all been there for me? Jaxon, Ryan, Colt… they each brought something unique into my life, something I hadn’t even realized I was missing until now.

But now, lying in Colt’s bed, I had to face the truth. I wasn’t just attracted to him. I was starting to realize that I didn’t just want one of them.

I wanted them all.

Was that even possible? Was I just fooling myself, letting the attraction cloud my judgment? I wasn’t even sure what I was looking for anymore. The comforting thought of safety in a one-on-one relationship felt so distant, almost unachievable.

I couldn’t eventhinkabout my brother in all of this.

I was a mess.

CHAPTERTWENTY-ONE

Ryan

I couldn’t stop thinkingabout Lila.

Every damn minute, she was on my mind.

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