“Do I, like, take my shirt off or something?”
I had always been uncomfortable in my own skin. Even when I was younger, I was always curvier and had bigger boobs than most girls my age. As I got older, I realized I stress-ate, and having a child who played hockey caused a lot of stress. I would never be that skinny girl my mother wanted me to be, but I had good and bad days. Sometimes, I felt like a supermodel, and other days, I wanted to drown in oversized clothing.
“Do you want to, Sunshine?”
I didn’t know what to say. If I didn’t unstick the emotions and thoughts swirling in my brain, then I would spiral again. All the choices and their consequences swarmed my thoughts and?—
“No. Leave it on.” My mind focused on his soothing words.
“Okay.” I appreciated that he made that decision for me. I didn’t want to keep spiraling through my thoughts. I wanted to do this for him but also for myself. It was important to me.
“Okay, now wrap your pretty hands around me and open your mouth.”
The tip pressed into my lips, and it was rough but also smooth at the same time. Another groan escaped his lips, and he wasn’t in my mouth yet.
“You’re doing so well, Auburn. That’s right, open your mouth real big for me.”
Yes. Yes. Yes. Clenching my thighs, I was filled with satisfaction at watching him come undone, but I was selfishly desperate for my own release.
“Use your other hand, touch your clit nice and slow.” Thank fuck. It was crazy how attuned Ledger was, as if he could somehow read my thoughts.
Gliding down, I lifted the shirt up, letting it pool in my lap as I pressed my clit. “Yes,” I cried.
“You like that, don’t you?”
“So fucking much.” I bucked my hips, greedy for more.
The tip of his dick hovered at my lips. “Okay, Sunshine. I’m going to need you to open wide. Keep your jaw relaxed.”
He used his hands to guide inside. “Yes. You’re doing such a good job. I’m so proud of you.”
That phrase was doing something to me. I was close to coming. With his thick cock inside my mouth, his hands pulled mine away from my clit.
“No, Sunshine. You may have the control here, but I will be the one to tell you when and where you get to come.”
Shit. This unlocked some primal part inside me. I needed to grind myself on something, but I was so focused on how…fullmy mouth was. He spread my mouth and slowly pushed deeper.
“You’re so perfect,” Ledger crooned.
He thrust deeper. I didn’t realize my mouth could take his length.
“Good girl,” he moaned. “I am going to hit the back of your throat and then I want you to explore using your tongue.”
I wanted to nod but also wanted to stay as still as I could while the tip of him touched the back of my throat. Thank God I had no gag reflex, otherwise this would go in a different, very unsexy direction.
When he settled in my throat, I relaxed my jaw, allowing the fullness to fill me up. Then, slowly at first, I flicked my tongue around his length.
The moment my tongue moved, he let out a symphony of moans, and my craving for him intensified. My tongue swirled viciously. I didn’t want to stop. I would do anything to please him because it was making me feel good too.
“I’m going to fuck your face, Sunshine. Tap my legs three times if you can’t handle it.”
I nodded.
In an instant, he yanked his cock from my mouth, and I relaxed, not realizing how sore my jaw was from leaving it open. As soon as he left, I missed the sounds he made as I satisfied him.
“Give me everything,” I whispered, as he growled.
“Open wide, pretty.” I looked up, getting lost in my thoughts as his dick slammed to the back of my throat.