Page 175 of Sin With Me

“At your pace, Emma.”

I nodded in agreement. Although eager, I couldn’t help but be afraid of what the feeling of having a man inside me again would be like. I had toys at home, but having the real thing, slowly sliding inside me, all warm and pulsing to my tempo, was so much better and much more fulfilling. At least, that was the way I remembered it being.

I bit my lip feeling Eric enter me. As I lowered myself, the intense stretch made me hold my breath, and I stilled as my eyes flewopen.

“You all right?” he asked, smoothing his finger over the white oval on my thigh. “From the accident?”

I nodded, slowly making my way up, feeling my forehead scrunch and every muscle in my body contract.

“Take it slow, baby.”

“It’s just been sometime.”

“You’re tight, Emma. So perfectly tight.” His head fellback.

Wanting to feel him deeper, I let gravity slowly take me down and Eric fill me from wall to wall. When my ass finally touched his thighs, so deep, I couldn’t believe he’d fit inside me. I waited there for a moment before moving back up, slightly circling my hips on the way. Eric let out a loud groan of pleasure.

“Fuck, Emma. You’re gonna make me come toosoon.”

As my body got used to his width, I increased the rhythm, sliding along him, rolling my hips with each descend, watching his eyes shut tight and his chest rise and fall faster. With my knees at his side I added a forward motion, which rubbed my still-sensitive clit against his pelvis, and something stirred in my belly. A spark I’d never felt before. I’d never climaxed with a man inside me. The only way was through oral stimulation, but having Eric now grasp at my hips and feeling his leg muscles contract beneath me when I came down on him inflamed my entire body. I couldn’t get enough. Despite his full thickness and the comfortably painful ache of the long-awaited stretch, I rode Eric quicker, listening to the slap of our skin echo through the room and blend our heavy breaths and the squish as my fluids that lubricated us escaped from within. The thick smell of pure sex with savory desire floated aroundme.

Eric’s hand lowered between us and he reached for my pussy, and began strumming my clit. It wouldn’t take long now. His fingers knew how to work me sowell.

My breasts bounced and I grasped them to hold on, squeezing my nipples, feeling the surge of a beautiful release come to fruition as I clenched around Eric. It zapped through my entire body like a live current, shaking my limbs and slowly reducing them to jelly.

“Jesus Christ!” Eric let out a loud grunt, and thrust his hips harder before he stilled insideme.

I lowered my body to his, lying down on his heated chest, feeling the final pulses of his cock inside me as he emptied himself. My cowboy hat slid off to the side. Beads of sweat dripped off Eric’s forehead, and I felt some meander down my spine aswell.

“Emma, you were incredible.”

“Yeah?” I couldn’t get enough air into my lungs.

“Yeah.” He kissed my forehead. I rolled off him and onto my back, feeling him slide out of me. Eric sat up, removed the condom, tied it up, and said, “I’ll be rightback.”

I just lay by the fire, feeling my blood pulse through my muscles, trying to recover. I would definitely feel the remnants of tonight for a few days. Never in my life had I found sex so fulfilling. Not even with David. Guilt stirred inside my chest. I shouldn’t have even been thinking about him right now. I needed to let him go. I had to let him go. But then again, I didn’t have anyone else to compare Eric to, and I doubted that sex got any better than what had just happened. We’d been so in sync, and I knew from the moment he entered me I wouldn’t be able to get enough for a while.

I still couldn’t believe this had actually happened. Me and another man. I’d pushed the thought of being with anyone else away for two long years. It’d never felt right after David’s death; but now, having Eric in my life, nothing felt wrong. Eric stripped me of my inner guard. It seemed that he was meant to find me and heal me. The attraction between us was undeniable. I couldn’t say no to him, and I didn’t want to. It was a weird feeling, knowing the person you see for the first time is your soul mate, but I recognized the emotion because I’d already once had a soul mate, and now I was lucky to find one again. Being with Eric was a necessity. How in the world would I ever be able to leave Ogden? How could I not? How could we make thiswork?

Was I over thinking this? We’d known each other for over a week, yet it felt like I’d known him for years. And it was just sex, wasn’t it? People had sex all the time without tying themselves down. Yet Eric had said that he wanted to make love to me first. What did that mean? I hated to admit it, but Grace had been right. I was just like her, except instead of thinking that every guy was the one, I reserved that for just men I’d slept with – which tonight had grown from one totwo.

What would she do in this situation? What would Allie and Kendra advise me todo?

Eric returned before I had a chance to finish my thoughts. He brought two pillows and a blanket, propped them at the side, and covered us both, spooningme.

“Are you tired?” he asked.

“Yes.”

“Then sleep. I know there’s a ton of questions running through your mind now, but you need torest.”

“How do you know I have questions?”

“Because you’re a PI and you can’t help it.” He kissed my shoulder blade. “Don’t overthink it, Emma. Everything was wonderful, and hopefully we’ll get some rest, and the morning will bring more of wonderful.”

I snuggled into his side, resting my head on his chest. His arm was wrapped around me, holding me tightly. And before I closed my eyes I heard Eric whisper, “Over seven billion people on Earth, and I had the privilege of meeting you. A man cannot get luckier thanthat.”

I drifted out, feeling purelove.

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