"I needed you to fuck me and make me come."
I smiled against her throat. "I'll make a deal with you," I breathed against her throat, letting the heat of my breath feather across her sensitive skin. She responded with a raspy moan. "I'm going to slide inside this perfect pussy that belongs to me, and I'm going to fuck you until you come all over my cock, but after I feed you, you have to feed me." My lips trailed over her jaw and up to her lips. "And I'm not hungry for food."
"Deal," she breathed. "Now fuck m..."
My lips claimed her, stealing her words and kissing her. I kissed her frantically as I ground my hips against hers, sliding my erection through her slick flesh and stroking her clit with the broad head of my cock. "Is this what you want," I murmured into her mouth before pushing my tongue through her parted lips, fucking her mouth.
Positioning the head of my cock at the edge of her entrance, I teased her, pushing just the tip inside her. "Beg," I ordered, breaking from the kiss. "Beg me to fuck you."
"Jax, please," she moaned, rocking her hips against mine. "Please fuck me." Thrusting my hips forward, I filled her with one hard push. She cried out as her fingernail dug into my back. I paused, savoring the feeling as her pussy flexed around my cock, begging for more.
My hands fisted the sheets beside her head. Between the penalty box this morning and now, I was wound up and ready to explode. I pumped in and out slowly, dropping my lips to her ear. "This pussy is mine. It belongs to me." I rolled my hips in a wave-like motion in and out, up and down, grinding against as I moaned against her ear. "Say it, Kai, tell me this pussy is mine."
"It's yours," she panted, her body shaking beneath me. "I'm yours."
I groaned long and deep. "I need you to come for me, baby." I ground my hips against her, and she cried out in pleasure. My speed increased, and her thighs trembled as her pussy clenched around me.
"Fuck," she cried out as she exploded in ecstasy. "Jax."
"Come all over my cock, baby." My hips bucked forward faster. "Fuck." My abs tightened, and I filled her with my orgasm.
"That was exactly what I wanted." She panted. Her chest rose and fell with deep, ragged breaths as she came down from herhigh. We lay silent for several long minutes, savoring the feel of each other before she finally spoke.
"I know we said we would talk tomorrow, but I think we should talk now." My stomach dropped, and my lungs seized. "I'm starving." She smiled, and I said a silent prayer that it wasn't a pity smile. "Maybe we could eat and talk."
Swallowing hard, I nodded. I was about to find out the fate of my future.
60
Setting my beer on the table, I slid into the chair across from Kaia at the small round table in our kitchen nook, wishing I had something stronger, like tequila or whiskey or anything strong enough to numb the pain of Kaia telling me it was over. "Okay." I sighed, leaning back in my chair. "Let's do this." It was hard to mentally prepare yourself for what could possibly be the worst or the best day of your life.
She reached into the center of the table and grabbed a white napkin before cleaning the buffalo sauce off her fingers. I knew Kaia loved Buffalo wings, but she'd scarfed down half a dozen in three minutes. She hadn't been kidding when she said she was starving. "Where do I start?" There was a nervous tremble in her voice. Her gaze flicked up, meeting mine, nibbling her bottom lip. I was usually better at reading her, but at that moment, I couldn't read anything but the nervousness radiating off her and how fucking cute she looked with her 'just fucked hair' and buffalo sauce-tinted lips.
My eyes narrowed. "Are you okay?" Seeing her like this made me more nervous. Which I didn't think was possible.
"Yes." Her lips curved into a soft smile.
"Then let's start with what you remember." My chest clenched painfully tight, knowing I was asking her to recall all the hurt I'd put her through. All the pain I was hoping she'd be able to look past and forgive me for.
She nodded. "I remember the night at the bar," she said, staring off behind me. "I remember being so hurt and choosing to move on with Alex."
My eyes squeezed shut as I swallowed past the lump in my throat. I hated myself for making her feel like that, and even more than that, I hated that I forced her into the arms of another man. Forcing my eyes open, I pressed the bottle to my lips before taking a swig.
"I remember after your game at the hotel, you hit Alex, and I felt so confused because it seemed like you were fighting for me, but you didn't fight for me when I needed you to."
"I know that..." I started.
"What I need to know," she cut me off, holding her hand out to stop me, "is that you are in this now, for good, no matter what. That you are sure I am who you want forever and that whatever problems that come up, you're ready to face them with me. I need to know that you are ready to fight for us."
"Kai." I pushed out of my chair, moving in front of her and sinking to my knees, her gaze following me as I moved. "I'm in this." I grabbed her hand and held it with mine in her lap. "I want you and only you." The corners of her lips lifted as she reached out with her free hand, cupping the side of my face. "I love you, Kai. There is no one else for me."
"Good." She smiled. "Because it was always you, Jax, and I told Alex that the morning of the accident. I was going to text you after practice."
My lips curling into a grin. "So you're mine."
She nodded. "I'm yours." I pushed to my feet, pulling her with me as I wrapped my arms tightly around her, a massive wave of relief washing over me. "I was always yours."
"I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I watched my parents go through this terrible divorce, and I should have talked to you instead of running. I just didn't want us to end up like them."