Page 36 of Dirty Pucking Tease

"How about this?" He propped his head up on his hand as his other hand dropped from my face. "As long as we are exploringthe wide world of sex with each other, we do not have sex with other people, but if or when you think you are ready, let me know, and I will step down as your sex toy."

I laughed. "And dating?" I propped my head up on my hand to match him. "Will you continue to insult and threaten my dates?"

"No," he gritted out. "As long as you agree to no intimacy without letting me know first."

"Intimacy?" The word had gone from sex to intimacy. Intimacy was a lot more than just sex.

"Yes." He leaned forward, his breath fanning across my lips. "No one touches you until we are done. No kissing, no sex of any kind, no intimate touching." I honestly didn't think that would be a problem, especially considering that before Jax, I'd only been kissed once, but Jax brought a different girl home every other night. This agreement might be more difficult for him.

"And you're okay with following the same rules?"

"I don't date, Kai."

"But you do have sex, a lot."

He laughed. "The rules apply to me as well. I will not fuck anyone until we agree our deal is over."

"Let me make sure I understand your proposal. If I decide to have sex with someone else, I need to end it with you first?" He nodded. "And if I agree to this, we will have sex?"

"We will go as far as you are comfortable with." He was letting me set the pace.

"And if sex doesn't happen for months, will you find it from someone else?"

"What?" He scowled, shaking his head. "No. The rules apply to me, too. If, for some reason, I want to end this agreement, you will be the first to know." His hand curled around my waist. "But I need you to be honest too."

"About?"

"What you want?"

"So, if I wanted to learn how to give a blow job, I would say..." His lips twitched into a sexy smile that made my insides melt.

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Iwanted Kaia, but the thought of commitment or relationships freaked me out. Like panic attack level freaked out. I had zero intention of letting Kaia end up in someone else's bed, but I needed to somehow fool my mind into believing this was a friendship to get past my commitment phobia. Hopefully, with me, she wouldn't need anyone else.

Kaia and I stood at the foot of the bed, our gazes locked.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I pressed my thumb to her bottom lip. Her brows raised as her chest rose and fell with deep, ragged breaths. I dropped my mouth to her lips so she could feel my words. "Do you want my cock between these pretty lips?" Her cheeks flushed as she swallowed hard. I loved everything about Kaia, but I couldn't lie; her innocence did something strange to me. I brushed my lips across hers. Her breath hitched, and her eyes closed. "I want you to suck me into this hot wet mouth and pull me deep into that tight little throat. Is that what you want to do, Kai?

"Yes," she breathed. "I want to learn how to please you."

Fuck! I bit down hard on my bottom lip as all the blood rushed to my cock. She didn't want to learn how to give a blow job. She wanted to learn how to please me.

Gripping the back of her neck and pulling her mouth flush with mine, I kissed her so hard it suffocated both of us until she jerked back, gasping for air. Grabbing the hem of her tiny tank top, I ripped it over her head, tossing it to the bed. I let my gaze rake over her perfect curves. Fuck, she was hot.

"Get on your knees, baby." She slowly sank to her knees. Heat swirled through my groin as I peered down at Kaia on her knees, eager to please me. "Tell me what you want." I needed to hear those filthy words come out of that pretty mouth. Staring up through her lashes, she pressed her lips into a tight line. "Say it, baby."

"I want to make you cum." And those six little words would be my undoing.

"Do you want me to fill your throat with my cum?" Her cheeks grow an even deeper shade of pink. "Answer me, Kai."

"Yes, I want to taste you." She had no idea what her words did to me.

"If you want it, take it." I took a step forward. Staring up through her long dark lashes, she slid her fingers into the waistband of my boxer briefs, hesitating briefly before slowly guiding them down my thighs. My dick sprang free, and her eyes widened. I couldn't tell whether they widened out of excitement or intimidation. She pushed my boxers past my knees, dropping them to my feet, and I stepped out, flipping them across the room.

Her heated gaze flicked from my cock to me as one hand flattened on my thigh and her other small hand wrapped around my thick girth.

My gaze lowered to her bare tits. Her perky nipples pulled tight, and I could only imagine how wet her pussy was for me.I'd fantasized about this moment an embarrassing number of times, and now that it was happening, it felt unreal. She was my deepest hidden desire. She was my dirty little secret. The one thing I wasn't supposed to want, but I did. I wanted her so fucking bad it hurt.

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