Page 105 of Brace and Chase

“Sweetheart,” I whisper, for no reason at all. It’s just all I can say at the moment.

“Almost there,” he tells me with a soft smile as he reaches for the condom next to me. I notice his hands shake a little, and though I want to hug him, reassure him that everything is going to be okay, all I can do is move my foot until my toes touch his thigh.

I look then, and see he got rid of his underwear at some point and his dick looks just as hard and ready as mine is.

He gets the condom on, pours lube on it, then spreads it with his hand, and then he’s holding the back of my thighs and spreading me open for him. It becomes all too real at that moment.

The words I thought of before that I couldn’t say bubble up through my throat now, eager to get out, but I don’t let them. It’s not the time.

I don’t want there to be any doubt when...

“I’ll go slow,” he says through gritted teeth as he shuffles forward on his knees, and then I feel the wide head of his covered cock nudge my entrance. And I know it’s going to be fine.

Everything is going to be more than fine because this beautiful, caring man is next to me.

“It’s okay,” I reassure him.

He looks up, his dark gaze clashing with mine and swallowing me up. Then he pushes in just a little, but nothing happens... and again. Then he has to look back down, to make sure he’s lined up, and thrusts a bit harder.

I gasp at the fullness, and concerned, he looks at me again. I get some of my strength back to reassure him.

“Doesn’t hurt, I promise.” I breathe hard a couple of times. “Just big.” That’s all the explanation I can give.

“Good. You tell me if you want to slow down.”

Not likely, I think to myself but nod for his benefit.

He pushes in, torturously slowly, but I realize that was wise when it stings just a little as he bottoms out.

We let out twin relieved sighs, then I’m smiling again, but he looks strained.

“You’re so fucking tight,” he says, jaw locked tight.

“Well, I’ve never had anything up my ass before so that makes sense,” I quip, my smartass coming back. “It’s like I’m a virgin,” I say with delight.

“What do you think all the candles are for?” he asks. Clearly the pressure around his dick is having aneffecton his mood, but I like him like this. It means he’s not nervous anymore.

“To woo me, of course,” I tease, then I focus on my ass and try to relax the muscles. His shoulders lose some tension, so clearly that move worked, and now...

“Well, yeah,” he says after a moment, and he’s back tohis sweet caring ways, looking away a bit sheepishly while having his dick in my ass. Adorable.

I lean up, managing to get my hands under me, then pucker my lips to signal I want a kiss. He indulges me, moving in slowly, but there’s enough of a shift that his cock is now filling me in a different way.

“Holy fuck,” I moan and my head rolls back. “Do that again,” I beg. He does, leaning in as if he’s going to kiss me, and then he pulls his hips back.

The friction is fucking insane. His cock glides perfectly, but it’s not something I’ve ever felt before. It’s a kind of pleasure I can’t describe, so different from his fingers.

“Don’t stop,” I moan, still unable to carry the weight of my head, so it’s hanging back and swinging with his quickening thrusts.

“Nik,” he growls. “You feel so fucking good around me.”

I try to say something about him liking my innocence but I can’t make my mouth move. All my attention is on keeping my torso upright and on how every pass of his cock over that sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside me makes me see stars behind my eyelids.

“Gonna come,” Charlie warns only half a minute later, and I don’t have it in me to deny us, not this time.

“Yes,” I hiss, unable to tell him I’m close too, but he has to know, because he wraps that lube-slick hand around my dick and somehow has the coordination to stroke me in pace with his driving thrusts.

I spill all over his hand not ten seconds later, the force of it pushing me back and making me fall flat on the mattress just in time to see his face contort with pure pleasure.

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