Page 3 of Collisions and Decisions

I fucking love the groan I get out of him when I squeeze hard and pull him closer. His erection pressing against my lower abdomen is driving me crazy enough that I just walk forward until my foot bangs against the base of the bed, then we’re falling.

I have enough mental capacity left so I don’t bang my forehead against Xander’s, but my hands end up trapped under him. Not that I mind.

I sneak them up his back, then lower them again, this time nudging the edge of his jeans with my fingers. I need flesh, I need heat, and sweat. His lips are driving me insane, making me think of everything his mouth can do when he sucks my tongue into his mouth.

I need more, so I lean back and grab the hem of his shirt. “Can I?” I ask. Manners are important.

“Yeah,” he says, breathing hard. “Wait.” I stop moving and breathing, but relax when I see his smile. “What do you want to do?” I must look as confused as I feel because he quickly clarifies. “I mean, this is your first time with a man. I don’t know if you’ve had anal before, if you want that, or just want me to suck you off?”

“Uh,” I stall. He kind of fried my brain just with words. “Yes?” I mean, I never promised to be any good at conversation.

“Okay then,” he says with a chuckle. Then he takes over, pushing his shirt over his head, and works on his jeans quickly. I’m transfixed by every inch of skin he uncovers, and when I finally get a look at his thick erection, my mouth actually waters. “Wyatt.” I snap my gaze up guiltily.

“Sorry.” I wince.

“Don’t apologize. I want you looking at me, but I can only suck your dick if you show me your dick.” I’m the one laughing then. He has a point.

I don’t think I’ve ever undressed faster, and as soon as I’m completely naked, I can’t help but go in for more of his amazing kisses. I explore his skin with my hands, while I do my best to devour every moan I get out of him.

Too soon, I can’t wait any more.

“I’ve never sucked a dick,” I tell him, with as much nonchalance as I’m capable of. “But I wanna give it my best shot now, can I?”

“No.” He shakes his head and pushes me off him. I’m about to apologize again when he shoves my shoulder again so I’m lying flat on my back. “I’m gonna enjoy your cock first, because I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a big one. I’ll make you come down my throat, and then you can figure out making me come, okay?”

“Yeah,” I whisper. “Okay.”

“Good.”

With that, he scoots down my legs until his torso is between my thighs. As soon as he circles my erection, I’m way too close. I fist the sheets and breathe hard to try and stave off my orgasm. There’s no way I’m coming before Xander even gets his mouth on me.

He strokes me only once, then holds on to the base and delicately licks the drop of come on my tip. Fuck, fuck, fuck. How can he look so damn good doing only that?

“Jesus,” I whisper. I don’t know if I’m going to survive this.

“I don’t think Jesus is going to want any part in this.” Xander chuckles, and his bright blue eyes light up with it. He holds eye contact as he gives me another lick, and it turns out that’s my breaking point.

“Please, Xan—yes!” I can’t help but shout, when he engulfs the whole tip and sucks hard. Just once, and then he’s licking the underside from side to side.

Then he’s taking me deeper . . . and deeper . . . and deeper.

“Holy motherfucking God!” My back bows off the bed, and no matter how much training I have in not doing it, my hips twitch upwards, shoving my cock all the way into his throat.

And Xander just. Takes. It. All.

No one’s ever taken more than half of me before, but this is...

Jesus fucking Christ indeed. This is heaven. I don’t know how it’s even physically possible, but I feel him swallow around me, and when he leans back slowly, sucking all the way until my cock pops out of his mouth, I can only stare open-mouthed.

I’m no longer capable of any words, and even if I were, when he takes all of me again, I know there’s nothing I could say to express how incredible this blowjob is.

He repeats the process, but this time he cups my balls as he raises his head and pulls gently.

That’s done it. Without any hope of warning him, I shout my orgasm and spill into his mouth.

Way too soon.

That ended way too soon, and part of me rejoices as another part of me cries from the loss. No one’s ever made me come so fast. No one’s ever left me on the brink of a coma from how well they’ve sucked my dick.

---