“I mean, we should,” I replied. I was completely bare, dick out, waiting for someone to touch me in a sexual way.
I stripped to divert their attention from the matter at hand. Rather, Jordan. Vail came in clueless to the situation. I’d have to pay extra special attention to them for the shit I’d put them through just now. It was wrong of me to threaten to leave, but Jordan steamrolled everything in his way and didn’t let anyone else lead. This had to do with my family. I had a say, a big one.
Jordan gripped my chin firmly between his fingers. He didn’t hurt me. This was to get my attention. “I think you need to make it up to us for what you said.”
“What do you have in mind?” I would do anything they wanted.
“On your knees. I want my cock between your lips. Suck the cum out of me. Vail? Any requests?”
“Put your fingers in me while you suck him, Hart. When he’s done, I want you to finish in me while you get me off.”
I hummed. “Maybe I should be bad more often.” If this was my punishment, whatever could I do next for more of this?
“No,” Jordan stated through clenched teeth. “There will be no more bullshit where you’re concerned. You include us in everything. I don’t want to be worried when you leave home you’ll do something fucking stupid and, before you say it wasn’t stupid, it was. No, Lane wasn’t armed and has no way to contact his family, but we don’t know what kind of fighter he is. Or what kind of tricks he learned from his father and brother. You’re not dealing with a guy off the street, Hart. You were in front of a mafia man, whether he was an active participant in that life or not. You had two guards and your brother with you. Do you think Sheldon would have dove for you or Forest first if you were in danger?”
“I get it.”
“I don’t think you do. Sheldon would do anything for your brother, which left Ollie to cover you. He would protect you with his life, but do you want him to? Do you want him to give up his life for yours?”
I swallowed. Hard. None of that went through my head when I wanted to see Lane or when I was in there. Jordan was making Lane out to be a horrible man, and while I didn’t see it, I shouldn’t have been so foolish to go in there like I did. I hadn’t thought it through. Forest could have been in danger. Jordan was right. If it was between Forest and me, Sheldon would have gone for my brother.
“You get it now?” Jordan asked.
“Yes, but don’t fire them.”
Some of the anger leeched out of Jordan for the second time. His shoulders relaxed and his jaw unclenched. “I alreadysaid I won’t. If I had to choose between saving either of you or Sheldon, guess who’d win? While I can’t fault him, he’s also on my payroll. I’ll still need to talk to them. They’d expect nothing less.”
“Not now,” Vail said. He was just as worried as I was we’d lose two guards who were our friends.
“No, baby, not now.” Jordan put his hand on the back of Vail’s neck. “Now, we’re going to get off courtesy of Hart. Let’s get into position for him. Hart, get the lube. You’re doing all the work.”
I grabbed the lube off the nightstand while Jordan and Vail stripped out of their clothes. Jordan stood at the foot of the bed, facing away from it. Vail faced the bed, hands braced on the mattress, legs spread. Jordan watched me as I sank to the floor in front of him.
After lubing my fingers, I focused on Vail and slowly eased one inside. I didn’t want to lose concentration and hurt him while I blew Jordan. Vail deserved every bit of the love and attention Jordan did. They were equals in my mind. No better or less. They had unique qualities I loved. Where Jordan was ready to choke me with his dick, Vail became putty as I worked his hole open.
When I parted my lips for Jordan to enter my mouth, he gripped my chin again, pulling my mouth wider, then slid his dick inside, not stopping until he was as deep as he could go. I gagged. Jordan backed off only slightly before pushing deep again.
“You’re going to take my cock, Hart, and prove to me how sorry you are for the shit you pulled and the way you made my heart freeze in my fucking chest.” He leaned away, then pushed back in. “Just know I wouldn’t let you walk away from us without a fight. I won’t keep you like a prisoner.” Salivapooled in my mouth and started dripping out. I swallowed when I could. “But I will fight for you with every fiber in my being. You’re mine and Vail’s. No one else’s. Ours.” Precum coated my tongue as he thrust deep again, the flavor working a moan up my throat until Jordan cut it off with his dick.
I kept my fingers moving in Vail, adding another while Jordan took over and used me how he wanted. If anyone else were to do this to me besides the two of them, I’d hate it. Jordan made me feel loved and wanted with his words. I desired the possessive side of him, the one he said would always fight for us and want us with him.
Jordan paused halfway into my mouth, holding his dick on my tongue until I peered up and my eyes met his. I was sure I looked like a fucked-out mess between the drool, my puffy lips, and the tears that had slipped free from my eyes. That didn’t stop him from peering down at me with so much love and affection, and that vulnerability he only showed to Vail and me. His tone was much softer this time. “Did I make my point yet?”
I nodded as tears filled my eyes for a different reason. I hurt them and hated I sent fear into them.
“No, you don’t,” Jordan said. “None of that. We love you. You’re going to make us come.”
Jordan didn’t give me time to rein in my emotions before he was pressing to the back of my throat. He started going faster while I sped my fingers up in Vail. His moans reached me, causing my dick to harden again after emotion got the best of me, and it deflated a bit.
“That’s it, Hart,” Jordan moaned. “Take my cock.” It was only a few more thrusts before he spilled down my throat, pumping me full of everything he had until it slipped from the corners of my lips. I swallowed as much as I could, thenswiped my mouth with the back of my hand when Jordan’s dick slid free.
My fingers left Vail, knowing in a minute I’d be buried deep inside him. Before I stood, I pressed my face to Jordan’s groin and inhaled him. The musky scent made me even harder. I kissed his hip and stood. Jordan didn’t let me go just yet. He kissed me hard, tongue sweeping in, tasting himself.
He gripped my biceps when he pulled back and speared me with his gaze. “I fucking love you. Never threaten to leave me again.”
“Never,” I promised and meant it.
“Now go put Vail out of his misery.”