Page 98 of Biker's Tribute: Property of Bear

I sober up around halfway through my first half of the ride. It gets peaceful when I’m sober and the sky is just this gorgeous shade of orange. The hours disappear, along with all my problems with money and tenants. Club business means I can feel like a good person, helping with all their needs and wants. No one will care if I get stinking drunk or end up passed out in a pool of my own vomit on a billiards table.

My brothers would never judge me for that.

It still sucks to end up alone.

After stopping only once at a motel for a quick couple hours of sleep, I park my bike behind the clubhouse after riding into the big lot outside. Nokose and Chitto are doing the first guard shift. They’re easy to tell apart because of their long hair and how skinny they are for their height. There might be a few families here tonight, depending.

Ryder would never bring his kids around the club, but Hunter might because using the kids to keep Juliette out of trouble seems to be the only way he can keep her from pyrotechnics. He caught her making homemade fireworks in their garage about a month ago.

I have something in common with Donald Trump, which is a love of a big beautiful building. Entering the club for the first time after months away and seeing all our members and aspiring members milling about and partying reminds me that all the money and work I put in was worth it.

I might not be the type to save the world, but I feel like more of a man for carving out a patch of earth for my family and providing the club with a place to conduct business and make it into their home.

The club might not be perfect, but the Barbarians save who they can... and even if it might be wrong for me to think it, I swear we've all changed for the better with all the color in the club.

I can't say I mind it. Oske works the bar tonight because she's the only one -- aside from Juliette -- willing to shoot at the bikers when shit gets too rowdy. Juliette likes shooting a little too much.

Ruger sits on a black leather couch in the back corner of the room with his wife Zayna leaning all over him and kissing him like they're in high school. It's hard to watch and I won't lie... it's strictly out of jealousy.

Even Ethan Shaw has a woman now...

I pull up to Reed Hollingsworth and Zebulon at the bar shooting dice. It's like being seated at the kids' table at a wedding. Since the shit out in Boston, they grew on me a little but honestly... I'm not the friendly sort.

They stiffen up when I get close.

"Whiskey?" Reed offers. Hollingsworth boys are natural ass kissers.

"I'm good."

"The man obviously wants tequila," Zebulon drawls in a voice so country that he sounds stupid. I don't want tequila. It's not a tequila kind of day.

I shake my head as Zebulon starts snapping his fingers aggressively at Oske. I can't blame him for acting like he was raised in a barn.

"Beer. Warm," I grunt, but I know I won't have to wait long for my order and I also won't have to make it.

Oske already knows what's up. Ignoring Zebulon's snapping, she approaches the three of us on the other side of the bar with a frothing, warm beer.

"It's an IPA made on the Navajo reservation," she says. "Better than that napkin-flavored Voodoo Ranger you like so much."

"It's good shit," I tell her, taking the mug of beer off the counter and tilting it gratefully in her direction.

Beer tastes better when you use it to chase liquor and to refresh after a long ride.

"It tastes like loneliness and divorce. If you could get laid, you wouldn't be drinking Voodoo Ranger."

Zebulon's face turns red because he's trying so hard not to laugh. Maybe he's not as good of an ass kisser as the Hollingsworth kid but... get yourself a little money and everyone tries to kiss your ass.

"I'll pay you $100 for a good fuck," I growl at Oske. "Is that what you want?"

"Asshole," Oske says. "$100? You know how easy it is for me to get $100? I don't have to go anywhere near your minnow dick."

She storms away before I can get her back for that zinger. I love our pleasant conversations. Zebulon and Reed compose themselves and turn to face me attentively.

"Want to join our dice game?" Zeb asks. "I'm winning."

"Liar," Reed says.

I consider it. I could mop the floor with those two and get some extra money to make Oske reconsider without dipping into my own funds. I'm not attracted to her but... a mouth is a mouth after a while.

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