Maybe.I would definitely think about maybe forgiving him, because the sight of him like that, with remorse and lust shining from his eyes as he came closer and closer?That was one of the best apologies I’d ever gotten in my life, and he hadn’t even uttered a single “I’m sorry” yet.
“Don’t be frightened, little one,” Parker soothed, turning my head back so he could kiss me again.“We would never harm you.”
“I’m not scared,” I panted, chasing his kiss.“That was hot.I like when he’s all growly and destructive.Malcolm?”
“Right here, baby girl,” he nuzzled against my neck, sliding his hand over my belly and between my legs, teasing my clit.“Keep kissing Parker, and let Benson lick up all this sweetness.They’re going to get you ready for us.”
Scruff chafed the insides of my thighs.I tangled my fingers in Benson’s curls as he speared me with his tongue.His deep groan sent little electrical currents zapping through my clit.“You didn’t say she tasted this good, man.Honey mixed with something citrusy.Sweetest thing I’ve ever tasted.”
One thick finger pushed into me, causing the world to narrow around me.My blissed-out scream bounced off the walls, every muscle in my body clenching down hard before another release shuddered through me.
“She’s so damn sensitive.That’s number four, and we haven’t even gotten inside her yet.”Benson kissed my thigh then licked up my dripping slit.“You want a hit of this, Parker?”
“I want inside her,” Parker groaned.
As if they were of one mind, Benson rolled aside, letting his friend take his place between my spread legs.Malcolm was busy worshipping the top half of my body, his giant hands taking such tender care as he stroked his fingers down my ribs, around my navel, and up between my breasts.He brushed his thumbs lightly over my nipples before his hot mouth took one into his mouth.
There wasn’t a part of me that wasn’t hyperaware of the three sex gods twisting my body into a horny mess.Benson said I was sensitive, but I never had been before.Until they put their hands on me, I’d thought part of me might have been broken.Before, my body felt chilled, on mute.But now, I realized it had just been locked away.
Waiting on my daddies.
Grasping my chin, Benson kissed me.I was so distracted by the way his tongue curled around mine and I got a secondhand taste of myself, I didn’t think about what Parker was doing.Rough, callused hands grabbed my hips, and in the next moment, a burn rushed through me, tearing a whimper from my throat at the unexpected shot of pain.
“Christ!”Parker bellowed, pulling back until only the tip of his cock was still inside me.
He seemed to hold his breath as we all looked down at where he was connected to me.Cream and blood were smeared along his shaft.I felt wet and sticky, droplets dripping down my ass and pooling on the white sheet beneath.
“Ah fuck, that’s pretty,” Parker groaned, his tone full of reverence.
“She’s a virgin.”Malcolm’s voice had gone all hoarse and growly again, causing my entire body to tremble.I loved that sound so much.All the blood seemed to have drained from his face as soon as he caught sight of the blood, but I could see awe in his dark eyes.Adoration.
And maybe something else.
No, Esme.Stop it.Don’t even let that thought take root.That’s not what you think it is.There’s no way he…or any of them… Just, no.They couldn’t possibly lo—
“We’re her first,” Benson muttered, his eyes dropping to mine, thankfully distracting me from the thoughts racing through my head, making my heart beat faster.Harder.Something flared in his depths.Need.Possession.That same obsession that had been in Malcolm’s earlier.
I refused to believe the chaos of emotions swirling around my mind, but seeing how intense he was in that moment, how his entire body strained to get closer, I allowed myself to bask in his attention for the moment.
Love so soon wasn’t possible.Even if my heart wept for them, I wasn’t stupid enough to allow myself to hope or even dream of a future.We had one night together, and I was going to soak up every moment of it.But that was all this could be.
One night.
Esme
It took a few tries, but I blinked and kept my eyes open for longer than a couple seconds.The room was completely dark, and I wasn’t sure if that was because I’d pressed the button for the blackout blinds before going to bed or if it was still that early.My entire body felt heavy.Not a single muscle wanted to cooperate.I’d been in the deepest, best sleep of my life, but my brain annoyingly tried to remind me of…something.
Mornings and I didn’t get along.If it weren’t for Amelia, I wouldn’t even attend my first two classes.But we shared the first one of the day, along with her stepsister.I couldn’t stomach the thought of my bestie having to deal with Elsa and her idiot friends alone.
Snuggling deeper into the pillows and plush blankets, I let my lashes drop when I remembered it was Sunday.No school.No Elsa.Maybe I had hit the blackout blinds switch so I could veg out all day.
But Amelia…
It was difficult to think about my best friend when I was so damn comfortable.
“Need you to stop squirming around, vixen.I’m not gonna be able to hold back much longer with that sweet ass rubbing against my cock like that.”
My eyes flying open, a hundred things hit me all at once.Memories of going to Inferno with Amelia.Doing blow job shots.Discovering the three daddies.Going up to a room with them.Losing my virginity to Parker.