Page 29 of Past Lovers

Adam smiled softly. “Would you consider moving back here? I mean… you can have your room back, there’s no pressure. But it’s got to be better than Hayden’s couch.”

“Kicking me out of your bed so soon?” Clay asked with a laugh.

“Not hardly,” Adam answered. “I just didn’t want you to think I was making us a thing. I know this is just sex.”

“It is?” Clay asked, frowning.

“It isn’t?” Adam asked, a hopeful look to his face.

Clay pressed a kiss to Adam’s lips. “This is where I want to be.”

Adam’s wide smile sent a twist of emotion spinning in his chest.

How Adam could think that this was just sex, he didn’t know. “You’re my best friend… you think I’d trade that for a fuck or two?”

“I wasn’t sure,” Adam whispered.

“Didn’t you hear me say I loved you?” Clay asked, his voice low.

Adam looked away, nodding. “I heard.”

Clay felt a little disappointment when Adam didn’t say the same words… he couldn’t demand it. He wouldn’t. But he’d hoped that Adam felt the same way.

He’d just have to love Adam enough for them both.

He pressed his lips to Adam’s, hoping the man could feel just how much he cared. He slid his hand to the back of his lover’s head and feasted on those lips he’d dreamed of for so long.

Lust consumed him, driving his need past the point of no return. He wouldn’t be able to stop now that they’d opened this can of worms. The need to touch Adam would devour his mind. Claim his soul…

“I love you,” Clay whispered against Adam’s lips. “I’ve always loved you… and this is not just sex,” he said between kisses. “At least… not for me.” He leaned back a little and looked down at Adam. “Is it for you?”

“No,” Adam gasped. “It’s not.”

Clay smiled. It wasn’t a declaration of love, but he’d take it. He bent down again and recaptured Adam’s lips, knowing his hunger would never be sated. Clay had awoken hard and needy, which was surprising considering how many rounds of fucking they’d shared the night before.

“You sore?” he murmured against Adam’s lips.

“A little… but don’t stop,” Adam mumbled in reply.

Clay had no problem following that order. Adam rolled to his stomach and pushed his ass higher.

“Fuck me,” Adam said.

Clay reached for the now nearly empty bottle of lube. He quickly coated them both before dropping the small bottle onto the mattress beside him. His hands shook as he gripped Adam’s hips. His whole body trembled as he slid back where he belonged.

His eyes closed. It was as if Adam was made for him. He fit perfectly… the tight grip of Adam’s ass around his shaft was enough to make him nearly lose his mind. He paused, holding on to the frayed edges of his control. When he was sure he wouldn’t come in seconds, he began to move.

“Hold on,” Adam whispered, reaching into his drawer.

He pulled out a Fleshlight, and Clay’s cock pulsed at the thought of Adam fucking it. He watched as his lover slickened it with lube before pushing back onto his knees. The move pushed Clay back, too. Back to chest, he was still planted deep inside Adam.

Adam slid the Fleshlight onto his hard cock before putting a pillow between him and the toy. He lay back down and wriggled his butt. “Okay… now you can move.”

“I’m not enough for you?”

“You’re more than enough,” Adam said with a grin over one shoulder. “But since you seem to like seeing me play with toys…”

“Oh, I do,” Clay said, imagining all kinds of toys he wanted to play with someday. “Just know what you’re starting here, buddy.”

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