“Breathe,” Hayden reminded him. “Relax…”
Jesse met Hayden’s stare. He drew in one deep breath…
And hissed out the air as his friend slipped one finger knuckle deep. It didn’t hurt… it was pressure, a hint of pleasure… not enough pleasure. He rolled his hips, needing more.
“Whoa,” Hayden murmured. “Slow down.”
Jesse groaned when Hayden withdrew the finger… but groaned even louder when two replaced the one. A shuddering breath overtook him, the pleasure mounting. He hadn’t expected it to feel… so good. He held Hayden’s gaze as the man slid knuckle deep inside.
“How’s that?” Hayden asked, his voice low and softer than Jesse had ever heard it.
“More,” Jesse spat.
A slight smile crossed Hayden’s lips. “In a minute,” Hayden said before he began to stroke his fingers in and out of Jesse’s body.
It was heaven…
It was hell…
His body convulsed on the bed, an unknown need he’d never experienced taking over. Jesse trembled all over… sweat coating him. He needed… more.
When a third finger was added, he hissed in pain. The stretch burned as Hayden slowly opened him. But that sting faded quickly, the slow motion of his friend’s fingers bringing pleasure to mask the hurt.
He moved unconsciously, pushing against those fingers and that need growing into desperation. Jesse felt the rising tide within, another orgasm building at the base of his spine. Within reach, it seemed too far away.
“More,” he pleaded.
Hayden slipped his hand away, leaving Jesse empty.
Nooo!
Seconds later, Jesse saw Hayden slipping a condom over his thick cock. He swallowed back the rising fear. Once they crossed this line, there was no going back…
But they’d already passed so many already.
Once Hayden was covered, he grabbed the lube and coated his cock, and then gave Jesse’s ass another thick swab with his fingers. He angled his cock against the hole and lifted his stare, capturing Jesse’s.
“Ready for me?”
Jesse nodded. He couldn’t speak… he struggled enough to simply breathe.
The pressure against his anus brought another hiss of pain. The thick head slipped past the thick band of nerves, and the pain was intense. But as soon as Hayden got past, the pain immediately began to lessen.
Inch by inch he was filled.
When Hayden was deep within, he paused. He ran a palm along Jesse’s abdomen and chest. “You okay?”
He felt so… full. It had hurt, but Jesse could already feel the pleasure growing. “Yeah,” he whispered.
Hayden held himself still… but Jesse could feel the man trembling against him. He knew Hayden was likely dying to move and holding himself back for Jesse’s comfort. Ever so slowly, Jesse moved his hips. Jesse rolled them again, and this time, Hayden moved a fraction and met the downward stroke.
“Fuuuuck,” Hayden cried, closing his eyes. “You’re so fucking tight.”
He leaned down, bending Jesse more, and stole a hungry kiss before sitting up again. He fed a few inches of his cock into Jesse’s body, his eyes hooded and sexy as he stared down.
Jesse looked up at Hayden, still shocked they’d gotten to this point. It was in that moment, staring up at the man he’d secretly loved for so long… that he was truly able to feel that bond they’d always shared. Hayden laced his fingers through Jesse’s hand and brought it to his lips. He kissed the back before rubbing his bearded cheek against it.
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted to be here, inside you like this,” Hayden whispered. “I love you, Jesse.”