A chemical reaction.
 
 It doesn’t mean anything.
 
 But even as I think it, I know I’m lying to myself.
 
 He texts me like he already owns my body, my reactions, my pleasure.
 
 And worst of all?
 
 Some part of me wants him to.
 
 * * *
 
 Avoidance wasthe only rational choice.
 
 Was it cowardly? Sure.
 
 But self-preservation comes first, and after that bathroom incident, I knew walking into the office on Friday would mean walking straight into whatever trap Damien Zaitsev had set for me.
 
 So, I did the smart thing.
 
 I took the day off.
 
 Sick leave.
 
 It’s not entirely dishonest—I do feel feverish every time I think about him.
 
 And honestly? I assume that after a day without seeing me, he’ll forget all about this ridiculous ball invitation.
 
 I’m in the kitchen, stirring a pot of soup, trying to ignore the nagging voice in my head reminding me that I’m supposed to be somewhere tonight.
 
 Then the doorbell rings.
 
 I barely register it. Probably another one of Melanie’s packages—the girl has a serious online shopping addiction.
 
 I hear her shuffle to the door and pull it open.
 
 Then, a long pause.
 
 “Oh,” she says, her voice unusually high-pitched. “Uh…hi?”
 
 My brow furrows. That’s weird. Melanie isn’t usually awkward.
 
 Then, a deep voice—one I’d know anywhere.
 
 “Where is she?”
 
 I drop the ladle into the pot. It sinks with a sad little plop, soup splattering onto the stove.
 
 Oh, no.
 
 No, no, no.
 
 Before I can react, before I can run, hide, or escape through a conveniently placed window, Damien Zaitsev walks into my tiny apartment like he owns the place.
 
 Melanie stands frozen by the door, her wide eyes darting between us.
 
 Meanwhile, I am barefoot in the kitchen, wearing duck-patterned pajamas, holding a dripping spoon like it’s going to protect me.