“So terrible.” I ran my hands up his body, trying to ignore the ache in my chest at how much I would miss him. “I’ve never been to Chicago, but I’ve heard it’s nice.”
He just grunted. “It’s windy and cold and not New York City.”
“But they have deep-dish pizza.”
His scowl only deepened. “Yeah, and what the fuck is that?”
“Oh, come on. I’ve heard it’s really good.”
“You’ve never had it?”
I shook my head.
“I’ll have to bring you one.”
I laughed. “Okay, you can bring me a Chicago pizza to make up for being gone.”
“Deal.”
My fingers entwined with his, and he squeezed my hand.
“Have you always lived in the city?” I asked.
He nodded. “My parents were from Italy, but I was born here. What about you?”
“Yeah.” I chewed my lip. “I actually don’t know anything about my parents. I think they immigrated here from somewhere, but I’m not sure.”
Romeo’s thumb made little, soothing circles on my hip. “What happened to them?”
“They died.” I fiddled with the collar of his shirt. “Actually, they were murdered.” Dark, disjointed memories flashed through my mind. A sinister voice. A scream. Two loud bangs. And then complete despair and loneliness as I lay trapped in a closet until the police found me.
Romeo made a low sound in the back of his throat and pulled me closer to his chest. “How old were you?”
“I was two, so I don’t remember them. I spent my childhood in foster care and then later in a girls’ group home.”
It had been so long since I told anyone about my past, since Itrustedsomeone, but as Romeo ran his hands up and down my back, I didn’t feel panicked. I felt taken care of.
“My father was murdered, too,” he murmured. “I was grown, in my early twenties, so I got to have him growing up. But I at least know a little of what it’s like to lose someone like that.”
“I’m so sorry.” I ran my fingers through his hair, wishing I could take away his pain. “That’s horrible.”
“Yeah.” His voice was rough. “Yeah, it is.”
I laid my head on his chest, wrapping my arms around him as tight as I could.
“Your mom?” I asked.
“She moved back to Italy after it happened. We talk on the phone.” He played with my hair, but I heard the pain in his voice. I couldn’t imagine what it would be like to try to keep being a family after something so horrible happened.
“Have you been to Italy?”
“I have, several times,” he said. “I think you’d like it. Charming towns, beautiful art, and incredible food.”
“When I was younger, I thought it’d be fun to travel.”
“You still can.”
I made a noise of disbelief in the back of my throat. “I can’t manage a one-block detour. Not sure Italy is a realistic prospect.”