Page 7 of Better than Revenge

Or if I want it to stop.

That’s the part that scares me. The part that makes my heart thump faster and something inside of me turn restless and…needy. Zane never made me feel like this and this man hasn’t even kissed me yet.

“I…want you to leave.”

“You wanted the bad boy, kitten, now you got to live with what you asked for.”

Holy shit! I never thought I would be standing in my apartment with this…beast of a man, wrapped in his arms with our mouths so close his breath fans across my lips. I might have wanted the bad boy, but I had no idea I was going to unleash what’s in my living room. What am I going to do?

Chapter Seven

Levi

She turns forest forest-green eyes up to meet mine.

I have a suspicion that has taken root and metastasized. It makes what I am doing to her …well it makes me a dick, but I have to know now, damn it. I should back up, let her go, stop breathing her scent in deep in my lungs with every breath. I just need to push her a little bit further.

“You gonna give me a taste, pretty kitty. Just so I know what I’m pretending I’ve already fucked tastes like.”

She gasps but doesn’t break eye contact.

“You’re not as much of a bad boy as you pretend to be, or you’d already have hurt me.”

Holy shit! The little thing saw right through my act. “Smart girl but don’t ever trust someone else like this. When someone grabs you like this you kick the fuck out of their shin and headbutt them in the fucking face until you can get away. Alright, sweetness?”

I wait for her to nod for me before I let her go slowly and finally take a step back. Fuck I can still feel the imprint of her hot body up against mine.

“I don’t think you got very far with old Zane, did you baby?”

“How…how do you know I didn’t do all of those things with him and more?”

Yeah, that pretty much answers my question.

“I can just tell, sweets. So, Zane left you because you wouldn’t fuck him or give anything up because you’re a fucking virgin.”

She gasps and her little mouth trembles open.

“I…how…yes.” She answers miserably.

“He got dick deep in your friend as payback for you not giving it to him. Does he know about the current status of your cherry?”

“I…I'm not sure. He never came out and said it the way you just did. He just said I had trust issues and wasn’t very good at anything.”

What the hell? Who the hell does the guy even think he is? If she didn’t know, if she wasn’t very good at it, then it should be up to the other partner to slowly introduce and teach those things to her. You don’t go off and fuck someone else. Or at least, I wouldn’t have gone off and fucked someone else.

It isn’t like she has to do anything other than be in the same fucking room for me. She got me hard just smelling her. I could cum just listening to her voice over the phone. What the fuck is wrong with him? He had to realize she was fresh and untouched and just didn’t want to break her in. But thinking about it now, I’m not sure if he actually did. He is pretty fucking stupid and only concerned about himself.

“But then of course there were the guilt trips where he said I was making him suffer which was cruel of me because I was the person who could make it all better if I just let him fuck me.” She starts pacing back and forth in front of me waving her hands. “When I told him he could always use his hand he said I was mean and ‘toxic’, but he was going to be the better person and stay with me anyway.”

“The only thing toxic about that whole situation is his fucking attitude and the lies and manipulations he tried to spew out so you’d let him have it. He’s a fucking shithead! And you,” I reach out for her again. It seems I just can’t stop pulling her closer to me no matter how many times I make myself let her go. “You have good instincts. You should listen to them more.”

She nods for me and lets me pull her close, “Okay.”

“And never let a strange man into your place, by the way.”

“It’s…I don’t. It’s not like you’re a stranger.”

“I didn’t say stranger I said strange. Most crimes are committed by someone the victim knows casually or even someone they've met just professionally.”

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