“Very.”
“Oops.” She covers her mouth with her hand. “I didn’t want to get drunk.”
“What were you trying to do?”
“Lose a game.”
I cross my arms over my chest. “Did you succeed?”
“I lost the game. But I won a lot of tricks. It wasn’t good.”
A drinking game with other servants. That is . . . a choice, I suppose. Not one I thought she’d make, though she is not the type to walk away from a challenge. She will have a killer of a migraine tomorrow morning while we get ready for the queen’s luncheon.
I wave my hand and march back to the table. “Go to sleep. The alcohol will wear off during the night.”
I drag back my chair and drop into it with a sigh, refusing to look over to where Nat is lying on the bed. I open my book and stare unseeing at the page. What an unexpected turn for this evening! Did she forget she was playing the part of a young boy? Who shouldnotbe drinking? She has a tendency toward chaos, but this isnotthe sort of chaos I thought she’d—
There’s a tap on my elbow. I look up.
Nat stands right next to me, her face flushed, her hair standing out in every direction.
“Go to bed,” I say sternly.
She holds up her hands, pressed together like in prayer, her eyes rounded and pleading. “Please, Master, there is something I must tell you.”
My heart skips a beat. I hope my voice doesn’t sound as gruff to her as it does to me when I reply, “What is it?”
She wraps both her arms around one of mine. I startle sharply and only barely restrain my instinct to toss her across the room. “Nat—”
She brings her face toward mine. My eyes widen. I find myself going very still. I search for her pleasant scent in the air, but I can only detect a muted thread of it. Why did I have to apply thatollea?
The turn of my thoughts shocks me. How could I think like this? I’m glad she cannot read my mind and see what a fool I am.
“It’s a secret, my lord,” she whispers into my ear.
I fight to keep my composure with her so near, my hands fisting on the armrests of my chair. “A secret?” It comes out in a rasp.
Whatisthis? What is with me?
She wobbles slightly, her grip on my arm tightening as her lips brush the shell of my ear. “Oops. Sorry. I am a little dizzy.”
You need to lie down and sleep,I almost say as she leans into me, but withhold it for fear she’ll forget to tell me hersecret.
“I have a secret,” she says again, clutching tighter to me. I resist the urge to catch her by the waist to steady her—and then immediately give in when she pitches forward. Her hands brace on my elbows as I hold her, her face coming close to mine.
Our eyes lock. Her mouth is open, her pretty eyes catching the flickers of the candle above the fireplace. “Prince Rahk.”
I flinch slightly at the title. I’m the one who told her I was a prince. Her use of it still strikes me as very strange. “Nat,” I say gently, “you need to go lie down on the bed. I don’t want you to fall and hurt yourself.”
“I’m a woman,” she blurts suddenly.
My shoulders sag in relief.Finally,the truth is out. Finally, she confides in me. Now I can get to the bottom of this ridiculousness. I smile slightly. “I know.”
Her mouth drops open even more. “Youknow? How long have you known?”
She seems to be drifting closer and closer to me. I swallow and find my voice with difficulty. “From the beginning.”
Her punch to the shoulder is not what I expect, and if she was sober enough to aim properly, it might have had enough gusto behind it to hurt a little. “Fae,” she spits. “You all are so annoying.”