“Okay.So where does that leave us?”
“I think you go off birth control and if it happens…it happens.”The words leaving my mouth shock me, but I’m not taking them back.
“You’d really be okay with that and not resent me?”
“Yeah, babe.Life is a game of risk and reward.And any risk taken with you is worth it.Besides, if I die and you have another man’s baby, I’ll come back from the grave to torment you.”
“Hmm.I don’t know.Getting dicked down by a ghost sounds interesting.”
I lick my lips.“Do I need to turn it up a notch in the bedroom?”
“I mean.I won’t stop you from trying.”she smiles, and I pull her in for a kiss.
“Guess we better go see if I still have what it takes.”
“Or…” she pulls me over to one of the lounge chairs and pushes me down.“We do it out here.”My woman does a sexy little strip tease, and I unbutton my jeans.
Chapter Twenty-one
There’sabunchofbikers in town for the annual Kings of Anarchy MC rally.Clubs from all over the United States make the journey every June.
There’s RV’s, bikes, and tents all over Big Daddy’s property and he’s loving every minute of it.
It’s two weeks of endless partying, rides to benefit local charities, and motorcycle shows where the guys get to showcase their rides.Big Daddy is like a kid in a candy store.These guys go all out.Burnout contest, nude all women mud wrestling, tattoos.Lots of silly games like bobbing for dildos instead of apples.Wet t-shirt contests.Every night there are live bands, beer flowing freely, and food on the grills.
It’s a lot to take in and even more to enjoy.
Everyone wants a piece of Big Daddy, being he’s the true king of it all.
As I watch him from one of our bedroom windows making his rounds visiting with the various other club presidents, I can’t help but feel a sense of pride.
Some guys even traveled all the way from West Virginia to deliver cases of moonshine from another club in Kentucky.A gift for Hero and Ophelia’s upcoming wedding.
I should be down there with him, but tonight I’m babysitting for Lucie.She deserves a night of fun, but I do hope she doesn’t use this as an excuse to backslide and fall back into her bad habits.
Not only is Lucie a recovering drug addict, but she was addicted to sex.There’s a lot of sexy biker temptation to be found down there.I hope she thinks with her head and not with her vagina.
She seems determined to stay on track.She’s been putting in the work and making progress.She attends weekly meetings and counseling sessions for her addictions.Naturally, she’s slipped up a few times, but that’s expected of anyone on their recovery journey.I’m really glad that she’s so dedicated to getting better and to being a mom to her son.
The baby is fast asleep in the crib we keep in the corner of our room, his chest rising and falling rhythmically with every breath he takes.I watch over him as I sip on a nonalcoholic beer.We keep them around for Lucie and I’ve switched to them too, in case I was to get pregnant.
Big Daddy and I have been trying for a baby of our own, but I don’t have my hopes for it happening.I’m trying to make my peace with it and enjoy the perks of being auntie to baby Liam.
A knock interrupts my thoughts, and I’m met with the sight of Big Daddy standing in the doorway, a wide grin on his face.Damn, my man is fine.
“I thought you were enjoying the party.”
“I was.But then I realized that something was missing.”His eyes crinkle at the corners as he steps into the room and heads straight for Liam’s crib.
“Don’t you dare wake him up,” I warn.
“Relax.I’m taking him to Sissy’s room.She agreed to watch him so you can come enjoy the party with the rest of this.You did a lot of planning, babe.You should reap the rewards.”
“I’m not even dressed.”
“You think anyone cares what you’re wearing?”He scoops Liam up from his crib.“You’ve got five minutes to meet me at the bottom of the stairs or I’m coming back for you.”
“You going to set a timer?”I sass, but I’m already moving for the closet to find something to wear that says biker bitch.