Page 124 of Yours Until Forever

What now?

Tim:

Your tone is suspiciously grounded. You’re engaging. There’s no chaotic energy. I know this vibe.

Tim:

You’re talking to him again, aren’t you? IS THIS A SOFT-LAUNCH ZADDY REDEMPTION ARC?? BLINK TWICE FOR YES.

Me:

I literally haven’t said anything to make you think that.

Tim:

EXACTLY. Too calm. Too quiet. This is Amelia, post-reunion hug and probably pre-sexual tension dinner.

Colin:

You have an actual problem.

Tim:

My problem is I believe in love. And also that I stalk Gage’s face like it owes me rent. She’s going back. I feel it in my third eye.

I’ve literally just put my phone down from their texts when Marin texts. We’re not even working together anymore and she. still. texts.

Marin:

Babes. Not to alarm you but I did a three-card pull this morning and got The Tower, The Lovers, and a sad playlist.

Marin:

IS HE OKAY?

Marin:

IS THE COLLAR OKAY?

Marin:

ARE YOU OKAY?

Marin:

Like spiritually? Energetically? Cosmically?

Marin:

His latest vibe is “I unalived my soul for her and now I wear black and speak in poetry.”

Marin:

It’s giving Scorpio rising in silent heartbreak.

Marin:

I know you’re doing healing work and I love that for you. But also? Have you astrally projected yourself into his penthouse to check on his vibe?

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